{"id":328,"date":"2021-01-10T14:13:48","date_gmt":"2021-01-10T14:13:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jennygammon.co.uk\/?page_id=328"},"modified":"2024-11-20T09:13:03","modified_gmt":"2024-11-20T09:13:03","slug":"true-story-of-a-godsoldier","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/true-story-of-a-godsoldier\/","title":{"rendered":"True Story of a Godsoldier"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My father, Victor Douglas Uggles, on his retirement, began painting his war story, particularly about what happened after his vision at sixteen that he would be conscripted and the harrowing tales of his experiences in the first years of World War II.\u00a0 In over 100 watercolour paintings he tells the story of France and Belgium and particularly the evacuation at Dunkirk.\u00a0 He was not one of the soldiers sent back to England but spent the rest of the war within the Fifth British Division (he referred to it as \u2018Y\u2019 Division), travelling in many countries including Africa, Italy and the Middle East.\u00a0 They are famously known as \u2018The GlobeTrotters\u2019.<\/p>\n<p>Although never a \u2018trained artist\u2019, as a GPO signwriter, he painted the letters telling the story below each one and asked me to type out each painting\u2019s description.\u00a0 I have attempted to do so without spoiling or overcorrecting the grammar, only putting in punctuation when it wasn\u2019t quite clear who was speaking to whom. The paintings are displayed chronologically in the gallery below. To read the captions just click on any image to open it separately. You can move backwards and forwards through the paintings by clicking on the arrows at the edge of each image or using the right and left arrows on your keyboard.<\/p>\n<p>He never went on to finish his story of the war (after the depiction of his hospital \u201crecovery\u201d) but suffice it to say it is a delight to have the medals which he got eventually and to read the words on his Release Certificate from the Issuing Officer in March 1946. His medals, release certificate, and the book he used to refresh his memory of time and place, <a href=\"https:\/\/jennygammon.co.uk\/vics-medals-and-release-certificate\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">are shown here.<\/a><\/p>\n<div id=\"jig1\" class=\"justified-image-grid jig-5dc9677ae3a3aa9c959e762cf2708ae4 jig-preset-global jig-source-wp-gallery\"><div class=\"jig-clearfix\"><\/div><noscript id=\"jig1-html\" class=\"justified-image-grid-html\" data-lazy-src=\"skiplazyload\" data-src=\"skipunveillazyload\"><ul><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-001A-1024x791.jpg\" title=\"Cover page for &quot;The True Story of a Godsoldier&quot; by Victor Uggles\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-001A-1024x791.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Cover page for &quot;The True Story of a Godsoldier&quot; by Victor Uggles\" width=\"550\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Cover page for \"The True Story of a Godsoldier\" by Victor Uggles<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-001C_01-1024x777.jpg\" title=\"At sixteen years old in April 1936, I had my first vision of seeing myself alone on a field artillery gun in France firing at the German infantry.  In 1939 War.  Britain declared war on Germany.\n\n2nd Vision April 1936.  I saw myself coming home in 1946 victorious from the end of the war.  Predicted that the war will last six years.  I will be 26 years old.  Joined T.A. on April 18 1939.\nVisions, April 1936.  Demobbed on March 1946.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-001C_01-1024x777.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"At sixteen years old in April 1936, I had my first vision of seeing myself alone on a field artillery gun in France firing at the German infantry.  In 1939 War.  Britain declared war on Germany.\n\n2nd Vision April 1936.  I saw myself coming home in 1946 victorious from the end of the war.  Predicted that the war will last six years.  I will be 26 years old.  Joined T.A. on April 18 1939.\nVisions, April 1936.  Demobbed on March 1946.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">At sixteen years old in April 1936, I had my first vision of seeing myself alone on a field artillery gun in France firing at the German infantry.  In 1939 War.  Britain declared war on Germany.\n\n2nd Vision April 1936.  I saw myself coming home in 1946 victorious from the end of the war.  Predicted that the war will last six years.  I will be 26 years old.  Joined T.A. on April 18 1939.\nVisions, April 1936.  Demobbed on March 1946.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-001B-1024x786.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-001B-1024x786.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"553\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-002-1024x770.jpg\" title=\"My third vision I had, came in June 1936 coming home from work early in the morning after night work.  As I entered through the gates of Guinness Buildings, Pages Walk, Bermondsey, there I saw the shed where I played when I was a boy turned into an inferno and thousands of people were going into the flames being burned alive - men, women and children.  I did not know who they were.  When I got home I sat down shivering in fear.  I never told anyone of what I saw.  It remained a secret until now\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-002-1024x770.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"My third vision I had, came in June 1936 coming home from work early in the morning after night work.  As I entered through the gates of Guinness Buildings, Pages Walk, Bermondsey, there I saw the shed where I played when I was a boy turned into an inferno and thousands of people were going into the flames being burned alive - men, women and children.  I did not know who they were.  When I got home I sat down shivering in fear.  I never told anyone of what I saw.  It remained a secret until now\" width=\"565\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">My third vision I had, came in June 1936 coming home from work early in the morning after night work.  As I entered through the gates of Guinness Buildings, Pages Walk, Bermondsey, there I saw the shed where I played when I was a boy turned into an inferno and thousands of people were going into the flames being burned alive - men, women and children.  I did not know who they were.  When I got home I sat down shivering in fear.  I never told anyone of what I saw.  It remained a secret until now<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-003-1024x784.jpg\" title=\"(Original photos with daughter, Jennifer) Old George. \u201cSomewhere in France\u201d World War I 1914-1918.  Royal Fusilier.  London.  Old Vic.  \u201cSomewhere in France\u201d  World War II 1939=1945. Royal Artillery 365 Battery.  92nd Field Regiment.  London\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-003-1024x784.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"(Original photos with daughter, Jennifer) Old George. \u201cSomewhere in France\u201d World War I 1914-1918.  Royal Fusilier.  London.  Old Vic.  \u201cSomewhere in France\u201d  World War II 1939=1945. Royal Artillery 365 Battery.  92nd Field Regiment.  London\" width=\"555\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">(Original photos with daughter, Jennifer) Old George. \u201cSomewhere in France\u201d World War I 1914-1918.  Royal Fusilier.  London.  Old Vic.  \u201cSomewhere in France\u201d  World War II 1939=1945. Royal Artillery 365 Battery.  92nd Field Regiment.  London<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-004-1024x785.jpg\" title=\"Section of B. Troop 365 Battery 92nd Field Regiment in training on 18 pounders at Beaulieu Camp, August 1939\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-004-1024x785.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Section of B. Troop 365 Battery 92nd Field Regiment in training on 18 pounders at Beaulieu Camp, August 1939\" width=\"554\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Section of B. Troop 365 Battery 92nd Field Regiment in training on 18 pounders at Beaulieu Camp, August 1939<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-005-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"(18\/25 PDRS. Gun)  B.Troop.  365 Battery, Road Party leaving Cheam to join B.E.F. Somewhere in France, Friday September 22nd 1939.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-005-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"(18\/25 PDRS. Gun)  B.Troop.  365 Battery, Road Party leaving Cheam to join B.E.F. Somewhere in France, Friday September 22nd 1939.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">(18\/25 PDRS. Gun)  B.Troop.  365 Battery, Road Party leaving Cheam to join B.E.F. Somewhere in France, Friday September 22nd 1939.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-006-1024x788.jpg\" title=\"\u201cB\u201d Troop, 265th Battery gun position known as The Willows (Gort Line) Auchy.  German reconnaissance plane above.  Oct 13th \u2013 Dec 29th 1939.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-006-1024x788.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cB\u201d Troop, 265th Battery gun position known as The Willows (Gort Line) Auchy.  German reconnaissance plane above.  Oct 13th \u2013 Dec 29th 1939.\" width=\"552\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cB\u201d Troop, 265th Battery gun position known as The Willows (Gort Line) Auchy.  German reconnaissance plane above.  Oct 13th \u2013 Dec 29th 1939.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-007-1024x773.jpg\" title=\"After the third challenge \u201cHalt.  Who goes there?\u201d   No reply.  I fired.  \u201cDon\u2019t shoot, don\u2019t shoot. It\u2019s me your Troop Commander.\u201d\tFrance.  Auchy 1939.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-007-1024x773.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After the third challenge \u201cHalt.  Who goes there?\u201d   No reply.  I fired.  \u201cDon\u2019t shoot, don\u2019t shoot. It\u2019s me your Troop Commander.\u201d\tFrance.  Auchy 1939.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After the third challenge \u201cHalt.  Who goes there?\u201d   No reply.  I fired.  \u201cDon\u2019t shoot, don\u2019t shoot. It\u2019s me your Troop Commander.\u201d\tFrance.  Auchy 1939.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-008-1024x777.jpg\" title=\"Defending myself against an attack from my drunken Lieut-Colonel.R.A. and his driver.  Nr Orchies, Douai 1939.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-008-1024x777.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Defending myself against an attack from my drunken Lieut-Colonel.R.A. and his driver.  Nr Orchies, Douai 1939.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Defending myself against an attack from my drunken Lieut-Colonel.R.A. and his driver.  Nr Orchies, Douai 1939.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-009-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"My Court Martial.  Sentence.  No bravery awards of war medals.VC. MM.  Mention in Dispatches etc.  No promotions.  No transfers out of the 92nd field Regiment.  Extra duties.  Ordered to start smoking.  This punishment to last until the end of the war.  Auchy, France. December 1939.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-009-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"My Court Martial.  Sentence.  No bravery awards of war medals.VC. MM.  Mention in Dispatches etc.  No promotions.  No transfers out of the 92nd field Regiment.  Extra duties.  Ordered to start smoking.  This punishment to last until the end of the war.  Auchy, France. December 1939.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">My Court Martial.  Sentence.  No bravery awards of war medals.VC. MM.  Mention in Dispatches etc.  No promotions.  No transfers out of the 92nd field Regiment.  Extra duties.  Ordered to start smoking.  This punishment to last until the end of the war.  Auchy, France. December 1939.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-010-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"Dr J. Stanfield. The O.B.C. Prayer Bok (My bible) sent to me at Auchy 1939.  Been with me throughout the war.  I used it for the dying soldiers. 1940. (This Book from The Oxford &amp; Bermondsey Club is now buried with Vic at Chislehurst Cemetery.)\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-010-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Dr J. Stanfield. The O.B.C. Prayer Bok (My bible) sent to me at Auchy 1939.  Been with me throughout the war.  I used it for the dying soldiers. 1940. (This Book from The Oxford &amp; Bermondsey Club is now buried with Vic at Chislehurst Cemetery.)\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Dr J. Stanfield. The O.B.C. Prayer Bok (My bible) sent to me at Auchy 1939.  Been with me throughout the war.  I used it for the dying soldiers. 1940. (This Book from The Oxford & Bermondsey Club is now buried with Vic at Chislehurst Cemetery.)<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-011-1024x781.jpg\" title=\"365 Battery 92nd Fld.Reg.R.A. and Grenadier Guards, guarding ammunition dump for B.E.F. Sergeant Grenadier kicking our ankles.  \u201cDon\u2019t you dare kick mine.\u201d  He did.  Dec 1939.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-011-1024x781.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"365 Battery 92nd Fld.Reg.R.A. and Grenadier Guards, guarding ammunition dump for B.E.F. Sergeant Grenadier kicking our ankles.  \u201cDon\u2019t you dare kick mine.\u201d  He did.  Dec 1939.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">365 Battery 92nd Fld.Reg.R.A. and Grenadier Guards, guarding ammunition dump for B.E.F. Sergeant Grenadier kicking our ankles.  \u201cDon\u2019t you dare kick mine.\u201d  He did.  Dec 1939.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-012-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"Leaning on my rifle for support after being kicked on the ankle.  I threw a right hand punch at the Sergeant Grenadier.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-012-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Leaning on my rifle for support after being kicked on the ankle.  I threw a right hand punch at the Sergeant Grenadier.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Leaning on my rifle for support after being kicked on the ankle.  I threw a right hand punch at the Sergeant Grenadier.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-013-1024x786.jpg\" title=\"\u201cArrest that soldier and beat him up guards.\u201d  \u201c Stop or I will shoot.\u201d  \u201c Put that rifle down Gunner Uggles\u201d ordered my gun sergeant.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-013-1024x786.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cArrest that soldier and beat him up guards.\u201d  \u201c Stop or I will shoot.\u201d  \u201c Put that rifle down Gunner Uggles\u201d ordered my gun sergeant.\" width=\"553\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cArrest that soldier and beat him up guards.\u201d  \u201c Stop or I will shoot.\u201d  \u201c Put that rifle down Gunner Uggles\u201d ordered my gun sergeant.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-014-1024x768.jpg\" title=\"One morning we had a dress inspection.  During the night my best boot laces were stolen leaving me with my old oily broken laces to wear.  I was put on a charge for improperly dressed on parade.   \u201cThis is the fourth time you been on a charge.  First not cheering the King, shooting at me in Auchy, Striking your Colonel.  Now what is your excuse this time!\u201d   \u201c They were stolen.\u201d   \u201cYou mean you lost em.\u201d   \u201c No Sir, stolen.  You have a thief in B.Troop, Sir.\u201d   \u201cGuilty. 7 days &amp; extra guard duty.\u201d   \u201cSir, if my bootlaces are not returned to me in 24 hours, your first soldier that slept in that billet get killed will be blamed as the thief, the rest will survive this war, Sir.\u201d  Armentieres.  January 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-014-1024x768.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"One morning we had a dress inspection.  During the night my best boot laces were stolen leaving me with my old oily broken laces to wear.  I was put on a charge for improperly dressed on parade.   \u201cThis is the fourth time you been on a charge.  First not cheering the King, shooting at me in Auchy, Striking your Colonel.  Now what is your excuse this time!\u201d   \u201c They were stolen.\u201d   \u201cYou mean you lost em.\u201d   \u201c No Sir, stolen.  You have a thief in B.Troop, Sir.\u201d   \u201cGuilty. 7 days &amp; extra guard duty.\u201d   \u201cSir, if my bootlaces are not returned to me in 24 hours, your first soldier that slept in that billet get killed will be blamed as the thief, the rest will survive this war, Sir.\u201d  Armentieres.  January 1940.\" width=\"566\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">One morning we had a dress inspection.  During the night my best boot laces were stolen leaving me with my old oily broken laces to wear.  I was put on a charge for improperly dressed on parade.   \u201cThis is the fourth time you been on a charge.  First not cheering the King, shooting at me in Auchy, Striking your Colonel.  Now what is your excuse this time!\u201d   \u201c They were stolen.\u201d   \u201cYou mean you lost em.\u201d   \u201c No Sir, stolen.  You have a thief in B.Troop, Sir.\u201d   \u201cGuilty. 7 days & extra guard duty.\u201d   \u201cSir, if my bootlaces are not returned to me in 24 hours, your first soldier that slept in that billet get killed will be blamed as the thief, the rest will survive this war, Sir.\u201d  Armentieres.  January 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-015-1024x770.jpg\" title=\"April 29th.  Left Armentieres for the Somme country.  April 30th was told we are going to Norway to stop the invasion of the German Army.  Later we were told we cannot go.  Our 15th Infantry Brigade of 5th Div. Was engaged with the enemy.  We joined up with the 25th Inf\/Brgde 50th Div.  Travelling to Lihus on May 5th,\u2019 troop Quad broke down.  The driver waving us on to overtake.  As we did so he got dragged between the Quads and squashed to death. My troop commander asked me \u201cIs he the one that stole your bootlaces?\u201d  \u201cSir, you will have to wait six years when this war is over for that answer.\u201d    Lihus, May 5th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-015-1024x770.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"April 29th.  Left Armentieres for the Somme country.  April 30th was told we are going to Norway to stop the invasion of the German Army.  Later we were told we cannot go.  Our 15th Infantry Brigade of 5th Div. Was engaged with the enemy.  We joined up with the 25th Inf\/Brgde 50th Div.  Travelling to Lihus on May 5th,\u2019 troop Quad broke down.  The driver waving us on to overtake.  As we did so he got dragged between the Quads and squashed to death. My troop commander asked me \u201cIs he the one that stole your bootlaces?\u201d  \u201cSir, you will have to wait six years when this war is over for that answer.\u201d    Lihus, May 5th 1940.\" width=\"565\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">April 29th.  Left Armentieres for the Somme country.  April 30th was told we are going to Norway to stop the invasion of the German Army.  Later we were told we cannot go.  Our 15th Infantry Brigade of 5th Div. Was engaged with the enemy.  We joined up with the 25th Inf\/Brgde 50th Div.  Travelling to Lihus on May 5th,\u2019 troop Quad broke down.  The driver waving us on to overtake.  As we did so he got dragged between the Quads and squashed to death. My troop commander asked me \u201cIs he the one that stole your bootlaces?\u201d  \u201cSir, you will have to wait six years when this war is over for that answer.\u201d    Lihus, May 5th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-016-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"May 12th Hersin area mining village.  In charge of A.A.I.M.G. Bren Gun. 1500hrs.  German bomber approaching.  I open fire, my first action against the enemy.  A Lance Bombardier came and pulled me off the gun.  \u201cLet me have a go.  Put another mag. on.\u201d   \u201cDo it yourself.  I am not your man servant.\u201d  I walked away fuming. 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-016-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"May 12th Hersin area mining village.  In charge of A.A.I.M.G. Bren Gun. 1500hrs.  German bomber approaching.  I open fire, my first action against the enemy.  A Lance Bombardier came and pulled me off the gun.  \u201cLet me have a go.  Put another mag. on.\u201d   \u201cDo it yourself.  I am not your man servant.\u201d  I walked away fuming. 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">May 12th Hersin area mining village.  In charge of A.A.I.M.G. Bren Gun. 1500hrs.  German bomber approaching.  I open fire, my first action against the enemy.  A Lance Bombardier came and pulled me off the gun.  \u201cLet me have a go.  Put another mag. on.\u201d   \u201cDo it yourself.  I am not your man servant.\u201d  I walked away fuming. 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-017-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"\u2018B\u2019 Troop. 265 Battery.  Going into action for the first time against the German army invasion of Belgium.  Friday, May 17th Nederhasselt.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-017-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u2018B\u2019 Troop. 265 Battery.  Going into action for the first time against the German army invasion of Belgium.  Friday, May 17th Nederhasselt.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u2018B\u2019 Troop. 265 Battery.  Going into action for the first time against the German army invasion of Belgium.  Friday, May 17th Nederhasselt.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-018-1024x781.jpg\" title=\"Ready for action.  Under camouflage, watching the German bombers dropping their bombs on Belgium towns.  Nederhasselt. May 17th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-018-1024x781.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Ready for action.  Under camouflage, watching the German bombers dropping their bombs on Belgium towns.  Nederhasselt. May 17th 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Ready for action.  Under camouflage, watching the German bombers dropping their bombs on Belgium towns.  Nederhasselt. May 17th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-019-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"At 1500 hrs 18th Mat.  All guns on SOS lines.  B. Troop 365 BTY open fire for the first time against the German army, crossing River Dendre as German bombers flew over.  Nederhasselt area.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-019-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"At 1500 hrs 18th Mat.  All guns on SOS lines.  B. Troop 365 BTY open fire for the first time against the German army, crossing River Dendre as German bombers flew over.  Nederhasselt area.\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">At 1500 hrs 18th Mat.  All guns on SOS lines.  B. Troop 365 BTY open fire for the first time against the German army, crossing River Dendre as German bombers flew over.  Nederhasselt area.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-020-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"Waiting for supply of ammunition for over an hour.  I loaded the last shell. \u201cHey Serg.  Where is the ammo truck, it should be here by now and where is the R.A.F. to fight of these Messerschmitt 109.9?\u201d  \u201cDon\u2019t know.\u201d replied my Sergeant. \t\t Nederhasselt area, May 18th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-020-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Waiting for supply of ammunition for over an hour.  I loaded the last shell. \u201cHey Serg.  Where is the ammo truck, it should be here by now and where is the R.A.F. to fight of these Messerschmitt 109.9?\u201d  \u201cDon\u2019t know.\u201d replied my Sergeant. \t\t Nederhasselt area, May 18th 1940.\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Waiting for supply of ammunition for over an hour.  I loaded the last shell. \u201cHey Serg.  Where is the ammo truck, it should be here by now and where is the R.A.F. to fight of these Messerschmitt 109.9?\u201d  \u201cDon\u2019t know.\u201d replied my Sergeant. \t\t Nederhasselt area, May 18th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-021-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"\u201cWhere the hell have you been?  We been waiting two hours for ammo.\u201d  \u201cGot held up, refugees blocking the road.  We help to give birth of a baby to Belgium woman refugee in the lorry.\u201d  \u201cI see, the war comes to a stop waiting for a baby to be born, there not enough ammo here to kill a fly, let alone to stop the German army.\u201d  May 18th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-021-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cWhere the hell have you been?  We been waiting two hours for ammo.\u201d  \u201cGot held up, refugees blocking the road.  We help to give birth of a baby to Belgium woman refugee in the lorry.\u201d  \u201cI see, the war comes to a stop waiting for a baby to be born, there not enough ammo here to kill a fly, let alone to stop the German army.\u201d  May 18th 1940.\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cWhere the hell have you been?  We been waiting two hours for ammo.\u201d  \u201cGot held up, refugees blocking the road.  We help to give birth of a baby to Belgium woman refugee in the lorry.\u201d  \u201cI see, the war comes to a stop waiting for a baby to be born, there not enough ammo here to kill a fly, let alone to stop the German army.\u201d  May 18th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-022-1024x771.jpg\" title=\"May 19.  Orders to withdraw back to France.  A few miles from Vimy Ridge.  The road blocked by refugees.  My sergeant ask anyone handle a horse &amp; cart.  \u201cI can, having 2 yrs experience, Serg.\u201d  \u201cYou just volunteered Gnr Uggles to move it\u201d.  I knocked out the carman and grabbed the horses reins as they were nervous of the Messerschmitt shooting down refugees to clear the road.  \tMay 20th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-022-1024x771.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"May 19.  Orders to withdraw back to France.  A few miles from Vimy Ridge.  The road blocked by refugees.  My sergeant ask anyone handle a horse &amp; cart.  \u201cI can, having 2 yrs experience, Serg.\u201d  \u201cYou just volunteered Gnr Uggles to move it\u201d.  I knocked out the carman and grabbed the horses reins as they were nervous of the Messerschmitt shooting down refugees to clear the road.  \tMay 20th 1940.\" width=\"564\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">May 19.  Orders to withdraw back to France.  A few miles from Vimy Ridge.  The road blocked by refugees.  My sergeant ask anyone handle a horse & cart.  \u201cI can, having 2 yrs experience, Serg.\u201d  \u201cYou just volunteered Gnr Uggles to move it\u201d.  I knocked out the carman and grabbed the horses reins as they were nervous of the Messerschmitt shooting down refugees to clear the road.  \tMay 20th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-023-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"After 9 hrs attacking the German army, the \u2018Frankforce\u2019 advance came to an end.  22nd May.  Withdraw to another position.  I saw a strange enemy aircraft, a reconnaissance.  I was about to shoot it down, when I was pushed over, the Bren jammed.  L\/BDR \u201cLet me do it. You again. Help me to unjam it\u201d  \u201cDo it yourself.\u201d  I walked away. \"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-023-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After 9 hrs attacking the German army, the \u2018Frankforce\u2019 advance came to an end.  22nd May.  Withdraw to another position.  I saw a strange enemy aircraft, a reconnaissance.  I was about to shoot it down, when I was pushed over, the Bren jammed.  L\/BDR \u201cLet me do it. You again. Help me to unjam it\u201d  \u201cDo it yourself.\u201d  I walked away. \" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After 9 hrs attacking the German army, the \u2018Frankforce\u2019 advance came to an end.  22nd May.  Withdraw to another position.  I saw a strange enemy aircraft, a reconnaissance.  I was about to shoot it down, when I was pushed over, the Bren jammed.  L\/BDR \u201cLet me do it. You again. Help me to unjam it\u201d  \u201cDo it yourself.\u201d  I walked away. <\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-024-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"I looked back in anger at the L\/BDR still trying to get the Bren gun in action.  I stood still as the reconnaissance rear gunner waved to me and flew away to report.  I reported what happened to my troop commander and asking for RAF support.  Hour later, the 4 Stukas dive bombers came over. 22nd May, Western outskirt, Arras.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-024-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I looked back in anger at the L\/BDR still trying to get the Bren gun in action.  I stood still as the reconnaissance rear gunner waved to me and flew away to report.  I reported what happened to my troop commander and asking for RAF support.  Hour later, the 4 Stukas dive bombers came over. 22nd May, Western outskirt, Arras.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I looked back in anger at the L\/BDR still trying to get the Bren gun in action.  I stood still as the reconnaissance rear gunner waved to me and flew away to report.  I reported what happened to my troop commander and asking for RAF support.  Hour later, the 4 Stukas dive bombers came over. 22nd May, Western outskirt, Arras.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-025-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"As the first bombers dropped missing us, I heard machine gun firing.  Looking up I saw two spitfires fighting off the Stukas away from our gun position.  I shouted out aloud with joy to the gunners, \u201cThey have arrived, there are spitfires.\u201d  I stood there watching the dog fight and thanked God for sending them in time.  Arras 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-025-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"As the first bombers dropped missing us, I heard machine gun firing.  Looking up I saw two spitfires fighting off the Stukas away from our gun position.  I shouted out aloud with joy to the gunners, \u201cThey have arrived, there are spitfires.\u201d  I stood there watching the dog fight and thanked God for sending them in time.  Arras 1940.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">As the first bombers dropped missing us, I heard machine gun firing.  Looking up I saw two spitfires fighting off the Stukas away from our gun position.  I shouted out aloud with joy to the gunners, \u201cThey have arrived, there are spitfires.\u201d  I stood there watching the dog fight and thanked God for sending them in time.  Arras 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-026-1024x774.jpg\" title=\"After seeing two Stukas and a spitfire shot down and one German pilot bailed out from his smoking plane, I watched the spitfire returning over our gun position.  The RAF pilot tipped his wings in salute and I return the salute.  I thought but for the mistake the L\/BDR made this should not have happened. Arras.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-026-1024x774.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After seeing two Stukas and a spitfire shot down and one German pilot bailed out from his smoking plane, I watched the spitfire returning over our gun position.  The RAF pilot tipped his wings in salute and I return the salute.  I thought but for the mistake the L\/BDR made this should not have happened. Arras.\" width=\"562\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After seeing two Stukas and a spitfire shot down and one German pilot bailed out from his smoking plane, I watched the spitfire returning over our gun position.  The RAF pilot tipped his wings in salute and I return the salute.  I thought but for the mistake the L\/BDR made this should not have happened. Arras.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-027-1024x769.jpg\" title=\"The Arras counter attack May 20th-24th Vimy Ridge.  Our op\u2019s on the Canadian War Memorial.  Gas alert.  But this was a false alarm as the German artillery 105 millimetres shells landed in front of us, so a queer mist came out of the shell holes.  No 4 gun \u2018B\u2019Trp 265 Batt.92nd Field REGt.  La Gueule d\u2019Ours  May 23rd.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-027-1024x769.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The Arras counter attack May 20th-24th Vimy Ridge.  Our op\u2019s on the Canadian War Memorial.  Gas alert.  But this was a false alarm as the German artillery 105 millimetres shells landed in front of us, so a queer mist came out of the shell holes.  No 4 gun \u2018B\u2019Trp 265 Batt.92nd Field REGt.  La Gueule d\u2019Ours  May 23rd.\" width=\"565\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The Arras counter attack May 20th-24th Vimy Ridge.  Our op\u2019s on the Canadian War Memorial.  Gas alert.  But this was a false alarm as the German artillery 105 millimetres shells landed in front of us, so a queer mist came out of the shell holes.  No 4 gun \u2018B\u2019Trp 265 Batt.92nd Field REGt.  La Gueule d\u2019Ours  May 23rd.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-028-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"Back to Belgium for the second time in defence of Ypres, in the area of Vlamertinghe the day that Belgium capitulated.  27th May.  Few miles away the Stukas were dive bombing on another troop of guns.  For the second time I picked up the white flags that the Belgium soldier put  there on his farm.  Belgium 27th May 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-028-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Back to Belgium for the second time in defence of Ypres, in the area of Vlamertinghe the day that Belgium capitulated.  27th May.  Few miles away the Stukas were dive bombing on another troop of guns.  For the second time I picked up the white flags that the Belgium soldier put  there on his farm.  Belgium 27th May 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Back to Belgium for the second time in defence of Ypres, in the area of Vlamertinghe the day that Belgium capitulated.  27th May.  Few miles away the Stukas were dive bombing on another troop of guns.  For the second time I picked up the white flags that the Belgium soldier put  there on his farm.  Belgium 27th May 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-029-1024x768.jpg\" title=\"Returning to the farmhouse I threw the white flags inside.  The Belgium soldier yelling at me in Flemish, picking up some flags and threw them in my face, saying \u201cPiss off my land.\u201d  As he came to the door I snatched his rifle away and threw a left hook punch to his jaw, knocking him out.  I broke his rifle in half. Vlamertinghe.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-029-1024x768.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Returning to the farmhouse I threw the white flags inside.  The Belgium soldier yelling at me in Flemish, picking up some flags and threw them in my face, saying \u201cPiss off my land.\u201d  As he came to the door I snatched his rifle away and threw a left hook punch to his jaw, knocking him out.  I broke his rifle in half. Vlamertinghe.\" width=\"566\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Returning to the farmhouse I threw the white flags inside.  The Belgium soldier yelling at me in Flemish, picking up some flags and threw them in my face, saying \u201cPiss off my land.\u201d  As he came to the door I snatched his rifle away and threw a left hook punch to his jaw, knocking him out.  I broke his rifle in half. Vlamertinghe.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-030-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"We were ordered to dismount and take cover during the heaviest bombing yet.  Joe and I took cover under bales of hay.  After 20 minutes I went back for my rifle and found that the troop has left.   \u201cJoe!\u201d  I shouted, \u201cthey have gone.  The Jerries are crossing the canal.\u201d  Joe raised his arms to surrender. \u201cNo.\u201d And dived at his legs.\tYpres Canal 28th May 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-030-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"We were ordered to dismount and take cover during the heaviest bombing yet.  Joe and I took cover under bales of hay.  After 20 minutes I went back for my rifle and found that the troop has left.   \u201cJoe!\u201d  I shouted, \u201cthey have gone.  The Jerries are crossing the canal.\u201d  Joe raised his arms to surrender. \u201cNo.\u201d And dived at his legs.\tYpres Canal 28th May 1940.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">We were ordered to dismount and take cover during the heaviest bombing yet.  Joe and I took cover under bales of hay.  After 20 minutes I went back for my rifle and found that the troop has left.   \u201cJoe!\u201d  I shouted, \u201cthey have gone.  The Jerries are crossing the canal.\u201d  Joe raised his arms to surrender. \u201cNo.\u201d And dived at his legs.\tYpres Canal 28th May 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-031-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"Pointing out to the officer. Where the German infantry landed by rubber dinghies. \u201cAre you infantry?\u201d  I ask. \u201cNo.  We are Eng\/Sappers to blow the bridge up.  Waiting for the German tanks to arrive on it.\u201d \u201cMy advice to you, Sir, is to blow it up now and get out of here.\u201d He ordered his men to face the farm and be ready.  Joe and I left to find our regiment.  28th  May 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-031-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Pointing out to the officer. Where the German infantry landed by rubber dinghies. \u201cAre you infantry?\u201d  I ask. \u201cNo.  We are Eng\/Sappers to blow the bridge up.  Waiting for the German tanks to arrive on it.\u201d \u201cMy advice to you, Sir, is to blow it up now and get out of here.\u201d He ordered his men to face the farm and be ready.  Joe and I left to find our regiment.  28th  May 1940.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Pointing out to the officer. Where the German infantry landed by rubber dinghies. \u201cAre you infantry?\u201d  I ask. \u201cNo.  We are Eng\/Sappers to blow the bridge up.  Waiting for the German tanks to arrive on it.\u201d \u201cMy advice to you, Sir, is to blow it up now and get out of here.\u201d He ordered his men to face the farm and be ready.  Joe and I left to find our regiment.  28th  May 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-032-1024x774.jpg\" title=\"On the way looking for our regiment, I told Joe what the officer said that the B.E.F. army retreating to Dunkirk evacuation.  I saw a barn across the fields.  I heard rifles firing.  Knowing the twelve ENGs were in action, surprised to find two French tanks.  Trying to tell them what was happening. \u201cWill you go and help?\u201d \u201cOui, oui, bon.\u201d Instead of turning right, they turned left in retreat.  May 28th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-032-1024x774.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"On the way looking for our regiment, I told Joe what the officer said that the B.E.F. army retreating to Dunkirk evacuation.  I saw a barn across the fields.  I heard rifles firing.  Knowing the twelve ENGs were in action, surprised to find two French tanks.  Trying to tell them what was happening. \u201cWill you go and help?\u201d \u201cOui, oui, bon.\u201d Instead of turning right, they turned left in retreat.  May 28th 1940.\" width=\"562\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">On the way looking for our regiment, I told Joe what the officer said that the B.E.F. army retreating to Dunkirk evacuation.  I saw a barn across the fields.  I heard rifles firing.  Knowing the twelve ENGs were in action, surprised to find two French tanks.  Trying to tell them what was happening. \u201cWill you go and help?\u201d \u201cOui, oui, bon.\u201d Instead of turning right, they turned left in retreat.  May 28th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-033-1024x773.jpg\" title=\"We eventually found the regiment, reporting to my troop commander as we were reported missing and killed in action, explaining that we never heard the orders to get mounted because of heavy bombing noise and what is happening at the canal \u2013 bridge not blown up.  Half an hour later No 4 gun only to withdraw to take up tank position, leaving the1914\/18 war trench position.  28th May 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-033-1024x773.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"We eventually found the regiment, reporting to my troop commander as we were reported missing and killed in action, explaining that we never heard the orders to get mounted because of heavy bombing noise and what is happening at the canal \u2013 bridge not blown up.  Half an hour later No 4 gun only to withdraw to take up tank position, leaving the1914\/18 war trench position.  28th May 1940.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">We eventually found the regiment, reporting to my troop commander as we were reported missing and killed in action, explaining that we never heard the orders to get mounted because of heavy bombing noise and what is happening at the canal \u2013 bridge not blown up.  Half an hour later No 4 gun only to withdraw to take up tank position, leaving the1914\/18 war trench position.  28th May 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-034-1024x775.jpg\" title=\"The bridge was destroyed.  Main tank battle behind the woods.  Let the British tanks through then blow up the first German tank to block the track to stop them reaching the road below.  Then return to \u2018B\u2019 Troop.  Our troop commander left us.  Half an hour later \u2018A\u2019 Troop SGT\/Major arrived and ordered us to retreat and asked, \u201cWhere is your commander?  The colonel gave no orders for this action.\u201d  I shouted \u201cGerman tanks coming.\u201d  Sgt\/Major pulled out his revolver. \u201cLook out Sarg. He\u2019s going to shoot you,\u201d grabbing my rifle, withdrew not firing one shot at the tanks.   May 28th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-034-1024x775.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The bridge was destroyed.  Main tank battle behind the woods.  Let the British tanks through then blow up the first German tank to block the track to stop them reaching the road below.  Then return to \u2018B\u2019 Troop.  Our troop commander left us.  Half an hour later \u2018A\u2019 Troop SGT\/Major arrived and ordered us to retreat and asked, \u201cWhere is your commander?  The colonel gave no orders for this action.\u201d  I shouted \u201cGerman tanks coming.\u201d  Sgt\/Major pulled out his revolver. \u201cLook out Sarg. He\u2019s going to shoot you,\u201d grabbing my rifle, withdrew not firing one shot at the tanks.   May 28th 1940.\" width=\"561\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The bridge was destroyed.  Main tank battle behind the woods.  Let the British tanks through then blow up the first German tank to block the track to stop them reaching the road below.  Then return to \u2018B\u2019 Troop.  Our troop commander left us.  Half an hour later \u2018A\u2019 Troop SGT\/Major arrived and ordered us to retreat and asked, \u201cWhere is your commander?  The colonel gave no orders for this action.\u201d  I shouted \u201cGerman tanks coming.\u201d  Sgt\/Major pulled out his revolver. \u201cLook out Sarg. He\u2019s going to shoot you,\u201d grabbing my rifle, withdrew not firing one shot at the tanks.   May 28th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-035-1024x782.jpg\" title=\"Pulling out of action we got stuck. The Quad nearside rear wheel sunk down to its axle in the mud.  It took us over five minutes to get moving.  The Sgt\/Major shouted \u201cFollow me.\u201d We did.  He led us right into a German infantry regiment.  \u201cSwing left,\u201d he shouted. The Jerries were more surprised at seeing us charging towards them, they must have thought we\u2019ve gone mad. \u201cThe Jerries are shooting at us\u201d said our Sgt. \u201cWhat do expect them to do!  Blow love and kisses Sarge,\u201d I replied. \u201cWould you (have) shot the Sgt\/Major back there, Vic?\u201d asked Sarge. \u201cYes.\u201d\t\t\tMay 28th 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-035-1024x782.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Pulling out of action we got stuck. The Quad nearside rear wheel sunk down to its axle in the mud.  It took us over five minutes to get moving.  The Sgt\/Major shouted \u201cFollow me.\u201d We did.  He led us right into a German infantry regiment.  \u201cSwing left,\u201d he shouted. The Jerries were more surprised at seeing us charging towards them, they must have thought we\u2019ve gone mad. \u201cThe Jerries are shooting at us\u201d said our Sgt. \u201cWhat do expect them to do!  Blow love and kisses Sarge,\u201d I replied. \u201cWould you (have) shot the Sgt\/Major back there, Vic?\u201d asked Sarge. \u201cYes.\u201d\t\t\tMay 28th 1940.\" width=\"556\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Pulling out of action we got stuck. The Quad nearside rear wheel sunk down to its axle in the mud.  It took us over five minutes to get moving.  The Sgt\/Major shouted \u201cFollow me.\u201d We did.  He led us right into a German infantry regiment.  \u201cSwing left,\u201d he shouted. The Jerries were more surprised at seeing us charging towards them, they must have thought we\u2019ve gone mad. \u201cThe Jerries are shooting at us\u201d said our Sgt. \u201cWhat do expect them to do!  Blow love and kisses Sarge,\u201d I replied. \u201cWould you (have) shot the Sgt\/Major back there, Vic?\u201d asked Sarge. \u201cYes.\u201d\t\t\tMay 28th 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-036-1024x773.jpg\" title=\"Retreat to Dunkirk  May 30th.  On our way to Poperinghe we saw a battery of 3.7 ack-ack guns with splayed muzzles.  They have been blown up.  Rifles, papers and ammunition were left lying about.  What a chaotic mess.  Poperinghe itself was ablaze and the German\u2019s heavy artillery shells were falling, stoking up the flames. \u201cHey Sarge.  No wonder we have lost the battle in the air.  No air force and now the B.E.F. blowing up all ack-ack guns.  What the bloody hell\u2019s going on?\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-036-1024x773.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Retreat to Dunkirk  May 30th.  On our way to Poperinghe we saw a battery of 3.7 ack-ack guns with splayed muzzles.  They have been blown up.  Rifles, papers and ammunition were left lying about.  What a chaotic mess.  Poperinghe itself was ablaze and the German\u2019s heavy artillery shells were falling, stoking up the flames. \u201cHey Sarge.  No wonder we have lost the battle in the air.  No air force and now the B.E.F. blowing up all ack-ack guns.  What the bloody hell\u2019s going on?\u201d\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Retreat to Dunkirk  May 30th.  On our way to Poperinghe we saw a battery of 3.7 ack-ack guns with splayed muzzles.  They have been blown up.  Rifles, papers and ammunition were left lying about.  What a chaotic mess.  Poperinghe itself was ablaze and the German\u2019s heavy artillery shells were falling, stoking up the flames. \u201cHey Sarge.  No wonder we have lost the battle in the air.  No air force and now the B.E.F. blowing up all ack-ack guns.  What the bloody hell\u2019s going on?\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-037-1024x772.jpg\" title=\"At Rosendale on 31st of May.  Only seven Grenadier Guards return from the front.  The rest were killed. \u201cHave you got a Sgt. in your outfit that kicks guards\u2019ankles?\u201d \u201cYes,\u201d replied the Corporal.  Why?\u201d \u201cI want to kick his ankles and see how he likes being crippled for a few weeks.\u201d \u201cAre you the gunner that struck him down?\u201d \u201cYes.\u201d He called to the last man. \u201cIs this the one hit our Sgt.?\u201d \u201cYes, Corporal, that\u2019s him.\u201d \u201cWell, your unlucky.  He\u2019s dead.\u201d  \u201cDon\u2019t rest here.  There\u2019s Jerry Observation Balloon over there.  We\u2019ve lost \u2018A\u2019 Trp.Guns\u201d  offering my last fags to the guards who had none.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-037-1024x772.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"At Rosendale on 31st of May.  Only seven Grenadier Guards return from the front.  The rest were killed. \u201cHave you got a Sgt. in your outfit that kicks guards\u2019ankles?\u201d \u201cYes,\u201d replied the Corporal.  Why?\u201d \u201cI want to kick his ankles and see how he likes being crippled for a few weeks.\u201d \u201cAre you the gunner that struck him down?\u201d \u201cYes.\u201d He called to the last man. \u201cIs this the one hit our Sgt.?\u201d \u201cYes, Corporal, that\u2019s him.\u201d \u201cWell, your unlucky.  He\u2019s dead.\u201d  \u201cDon\u2019t rest here.  There\u2019s Jerry Observation Balloon over there.  We\u2019ve lost \u2018A\u2019 Trp.Guns\u201d  offering my last fags to the guards who had none.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">At Rosendale on 31st of May.  Only seven Grenadier Guards return from the front.  The rest were killed. \u201cHave you got a Sgt. in your outfit that kicks guards\u2019ankles?\u201d \u201cYes,\u201d replied the Corporal.  Why?\u201d \u201cI want to kick his ankles and see how he likes being crippled for a few weeks.\u201d \u201cAre you the gunner that struck him down?\u201d \u201cYes.\u201d He called to the last man. \u201cIs this the one hit our Sgt.?\u201d \u201cYes, Corporal, that\u2019s him.\u201d \u201cWell, your unlucky.  He\u2019s dead.\u201d  \u201cDon\u2019t rest here.  There\u2019s Jerry Observation Balloon over there.  We\u2019ve lost \u2018A\u2019 Trp.Guns\u201d  offering my last fags to the guards who had none.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-038-1024x775.jpg\" title=\"On the morning of June 1st our Sgt\/Major in Command ordered all guns to be blown up and retreat to Dunkirk.  Ships will be waiting to take you home.  As I was the limber gunner it was my responsibility to blow the gun up.  I ran round the front with the shell.   \u201cSarg, lower the muzzle down, I can\u2019t ram the shell in.\u201d  The fusilier started firing his Lewis gun, keeping the German infantry at bay.  I guess the Jerries were closer than we thought, the guns all blown up and the Sargts. reported so, on our way we went to Dunkirk and Blighty, thoughts of being in England again.  \tRosendaal. 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-038-1024x775.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"On the morning of June 1st our Sgt\/Major in Command ordered all guns to be blown up and retreat to Dunkirk.  Ships will be waiting to take you home.  As I was the limber gunner it was my responsibility to blow the gun up.  I ran round the front with the shell.   \u201cSarg, lower the muzzle down, I can\u2019t ram the shell in.\u201d  The fusilier started firing his Lewis gun, keeping the German infantry at bay.  I guess the Jerries were closer than we thought, the guns all blown up and the Sargts. reported so, on our way we went to Dunkirk and Blighty, thoughts of being in England again.  \tRosendaal. 1940.\" width=\"561\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">On the morning of June 1st our Sgt\/Major in Command ordered all guns to be blown up and retreat to Dunkirk.  Ships will be waiting to take you home.  As I was the limber gunner it was my responsibility to blow the gun up.  I ran round the front with the shell.   \u201cSarg, lower the muzzle down, I can\u2019t ram the shell in.\u201d  The fusilier started firing his Lewis gun, keeping the German infantry at bay.  I guess the Jerries were closer than we thought, the guns all blown up and the Sargts. reported so, on our way we went to Dunkirk and Blighty, thoughts of being in England again.  \tRosendaal. 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-039-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"On our way to Dunkirk we were stopped by ACT Troop Commander.  \u201cAll married men fall out and go on to Dunkirk and get on the ships for blighty.  The rest of you gunners have volunteered to man the last two guns of the ~Regmt. and the B.E.F. to stop the German army advance so that the B.E.F. can have more time to evacuate Dunkirk.  You have thirty six rounds of ammo shared between two guns.\u201d  Two more gunners were sent back, leaving eight gunners, two Sgt\u2019s and Sgt.Major.  1st June 1940.  Flat marshes east of Dunkirk. Leffringhokke.  (Leffrinckoucke)\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-039-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"On our way to Dunkirk we were stopped by ACT Troop Commander.  \u201cAll married men fall out and go on to Dunkirk and get on the ships for blighty.  The rest of you gunners have volunteered to man the last two guns of the ~Regmt. and the B.E.F. to stop the German army advance so that the B.E.F. can have more time to evacuate Dunkirk.  You have thirty six rounds of ammo shared between two guns.\u201d  Two more gunners were sent back, leaving eight gunners, two Sgt\u2019s and Sgt.Major.  1st June 1940.  Flat marshes east of Dunkirk. Leffringhokke.  (Leffrinckoucke)\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">On our way to Dunkirk we were stopped by ACT Troop Commander.  \u201cAll married men fall out and go on to Dunkirk and get on the ships for blighty.  The rest of you gunners have volunteered to man the last two guns of the ~Regmt. and the B.E.F. to stop the German army advance so that the B.E.F. can have more time to evacuate Dunkirk.  You have thirty six rounds of ammo shared between two guns.\u201d  Two more gunners were sent back, leaving eight gunners, two Sgt\u2019s and Sgt.Major.  1st June 1940.  Flat marshes east of Dunkirk. Leffringhokke.  (Leffrinckoucke)<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-040-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"\u201cGnr. Uggles, the Colonel orders for you to go back to Rosendaal and bow up No1 and 2 guns.  The machine gunner reported they have not been blown up.  Misfire.  He will give you cover fire.  I want all your personal belongings and all your equipment left here.  You have fifteen munites to do it and return.  We don\u2019t want the Germans to turn those guns on us.\u201d \u201cSir, I want to take my rifle and ammo., my O.B.C. prayer book.\u201d \u201cNo.\u201d The officer replied. \u201cThen I don\u2019t go.  Send the Sgt. who\u2019s responsible for their own guns.\u201d \u201cVery well,\u201d said the officer.  \u201c A gun Quad will take you there.\t1st June 1940.  Leffrinckoucke.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-040-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cGnr. Uggles, the Colonel orders for you to go back to Rosendaal and bow up No1 and 2 guns.  The machine gunner reported they have not been blown up.  Misfire.  He will give you cover fire.  I want all your personal belongings and all your equipment left here.  You have fifteen munites to do it and return.  We don\u2019t want the Germans to turn those guns on us.\u201d \u201cSir, I want to take my rifle and ammo., my O.B.C. prayer book.\u201d \u201cNo.\u201d The officer replied. \u201cThen I don\u2019t go.  Send the Sgt. who\u2019s responsible for their own guns.\u201d \u201cVery well,\u201d said the officer.  \u201c A gun Quad will take you there.\t1st June 1940.  Leffrinckoucke.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cGnr. Uggles, the Colonel orders for you to go back to Rosendaal and bow up No1 and 2 guns.  The machine gunner reported they have not been blown up.  Misfire.  He will give you cover fire.  I want all your personal belongings and all your equipment left here.  You have fifteen munites to do it and return.  We don\u2019t want the Germans to turn those guns on us.\u201d \u201cSir, I want to take my rifle and ammo., my O.B.C. prayer book.\u201d \u201cNo.\u201d The officer replied. \u201cThen I don\u2019t go.  Send the Sgt. who\u2019s responsible for their own guns.\u201d \u201cVery well,\u201d said the officer.  \u201c A gun Quad will take you there.\t1st June 1940.  Leffrinckoucke.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-041-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"Arriving at the farm Rosendaal, I told the driver to turn the vehicle ready to leave in five minutes, keep the engine running.  As I got near the barn the Lewis gunner from the fusiliers came out. \u201dAre you the limber gunner come to blow up those two guns that had misfired?\u201d \u201cYes and you are to give me cover fire.\u201d \u201cSorry mate, I had no ammo left and blown the gun up.  I\u2019ll give you a hand.\u201d \u201cNo.  You done your job, make your way to Dunkirk and get a ship home.  How far away are the Jerries?\u201d \u201cAbout 200yds. \u201cYou will see my officer on the way, tell him what\u2019s going on up here.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-041-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Arriving at the farm Rosendaal, I told the driver to turn the vehicle ready to leave in five minutes, keep the engine running.  As I got near the barn the Lewis gunner from the fusiliers came out. \u201dAre you the limber gunner come to blow up those two guns that had misfired?\u201d \u201cYes and you are to give me cover fire.\u201d \u201cSorry mate, I had no ammo left and blown the gun up.  I\u2019ll give you a hand.\u201d \u201cNo.  You done your job, make your way to Dunkirk and get a ship home.  How far away are the Jerries?\u201d \u201cAbout 200yds. \u201cYou will see my officer on the way, tell him what\u2019s going on up here.\u201d\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Arriving at the farm Rosendaal, I told the driver to turn the vehicle ready to leave in five minutes, keep the engine running.  As I got near the barn the Lewis gunner from the fusiliers came out. \u201dAre you the limber gunner come to blow up those two guns that had misfired?\u201d \u201cYes and you are to give me cover fire.\u201d \u201cSorry mate, I had no ammo left and blown the gun up.  I\u2019ll give you a hand.\u201d \u201cNo.  You done your job, make your way to Dunkirk and get a ship home.  How far away are the Jerries?\u201d \u201cAbout 200yds. \u201cYou will see my officer on the way, tell him what\u2019s going on up here.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-042-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"After blowing up No2 gun successfully, I went to No1 gun, opened the breech and removed the misfire charge.  Saw that the shell was there, put a new charge in, picked up the lanyards and ran to the trench and pulled.  The gun fired but there was no double explosion,  that I knew something has gone wrong.  Opening the breech, I look inside the lining.  There was no damage.  I went round the front of the gun, the shell fell out of the muzzle.  I bent down to pick it up then I heard buzzing noise.   I looked behind and saw the German infantry regiment charging towards me and shooting approximately 80 yards.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-042-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After blowing up No2 gun successfully, I went to No1 gun, opened the breech and removed the misfire charge.  Saw that the shell was there, put a new charge in, picked up the lanyards and ran to the trench and pulled.  The gun fired but there was no double explosion,  that I knew something has gone wrong.  Opening the breech, I look inside the lining.  There was no damage.  I went round the front of the gun, the shell fell out of the muzzle.  I bent down to pick it up then I heard buzzing noise.   I looked behind and saw the German infantry regiment charging towards me and shooting approximately 80 yards.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After blowing up No2 gun successfully, I went to No1 gun, opened the breech and removed the misfire charge.  Saw that the shell was there, put a new charge in, picked up the lanyards and ran to the trench and pulled.  The gun fired but there was no double explosion,  that I knew something has gone wrong.  Opening the breech, I look inside the lining.  There was no damage.  I went round the front of the gun, the shell fell out of the muzzle.  I bent down to pick it up then I heard buzzing noise.   I looked behind and saw the German infantry regiment charging towards me and shooting approximately 80 yards.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-043-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"I ran behind the gun, reloaded, lowered the muzzle to waist level and fired at the German infantry blasting them to pieces but they were still coming forward.  I quickly reload and traverse the muzzle over to the right approximately four degrees and fired,  killing and wounding most of the infantry.  At point blank range it stopped them advancing. \u201cServe you bloody well right,\u2019 I thought \u201cfor shooting at me when my back was turned, I was about to put a shell into the muzzle to blow the gun up.\u201d \t  Morning 1st June 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-043-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I ran behind the gun, reloaded, lowered the muzzle to waist level and fired at the German infantry blasting them to pieces but they were still coming forward.  I quickly reload and traverse the muzzle over to the right approximately four degrees and fired,  killing and wounding most of the infantry.  At point blank range it stopped them advancing. \u201cServe you bloody well right,\u2019 I thought \u201cfor shooting at me when my back was turned, I was about to put a shell into the muzzle to blow the gun up.\u201d \t  Morning 1st June 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I ran behind the gun, reloaded, lowered the muzzle to waist level and fired at the German infantry blasting them to pieces but they were still coming forward.  I quickly reload and traverse the muzzle over to the right approximately four degrees and fired,  killing and wounding most of the infantry.  At point blank range it stopped them advancing. \u201cServe you bloody well right,\u2019 I thought \u201cfor shooting at me when my back was turned, I was about to put a shell into the muzzle to blow the gun up.\u201d \t  Morning 1st June 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-044-1024x777.jpg\" title=\"When my driver \u2018Ginger\u2019 called out again \u201cThe Jerries are coming around the bend of the road, Vic.  Hurry up.\u201d  he shouted.  I reloaded the gun, traversing back the gun muzzle to the left not reaching the target.  I picked up the gun trail and heaved it over another two degrees levelling the muzzle to the edge where the bend of the road.  Seeing German infantry advancing, I fired again blasting the area.  Now my vision I had in Guinness Bldgs, Bermondsey 1936 come true, fighting and killing and wounding the German army single handed with an artillery gun.  But my fighting was not over.\t  1 June 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-044-1024x777.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"When my driver \u2018Ginger\u2019 called out again \u201cThe Jerries are coming around the bend of the road, Vic.  Hurry up.\u201d  he shouted.  I reloaded the gun, traversing back the gun muzzle to the left not reaching the target.  I picked up the gun trail and heaved it over another two degrees levelling the muzzle to the edge where the bend of the road.  Seeing German infantry advancing, I fired again blasting the area.  Now my vision I had in Guinness Bldgs, Bermondsey 1936 come true, fighting and killing and wounding the German army single handed with an artillery gun.  But my fighting was not over.\t  1 June 1940.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">When my driver \u2018Ginger\u2019 called out again \u201cThe Jerries are coming around the bend of the road, Vic.  Hurry up.\u201d  he shouted.  I reloaded the gun, traversing back the gun muzzle to the left not reaching the target.  I picked up the gun trail and heaved it over another two degrees levelling the muzzle to the edge where the bend of the road.  Seeing German infantry advancing, I fired again blasting the area.  Now my vision I had in Guinness Bldgs, Bermondsey 1936 come true, fighting and killing and wounding the German army single handed with an artillery gun.  But my fighting was not over.\t  1 June 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-045-1024x775.jpg\" title=\"I quickly ran to the front of the gun and picked up the shell and rammed it into the muzzle before the Jerries had time to recover from my last gunfire, then I reloaded, picking up my rifle and lanyards already attached to the trigger handle.  I ran for the trench.  Shooting started again as I felt the wind of the bullets passing me.  I jumped and turned so I would face my enemy in the trench.  As I did so I pulled the lanyards praying there will not be another misfire, as the Jerries were closing in on me.  A double explosion succeeded blowing up No1 gun in the face of the enemy and several Jerries going down.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-045-1024x775.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I quickly ran to the front of the gun and picked up the shell and rammed it into the muzzle before the Jerries had time to recover from my last gunfire, then I reloaded, picking up my rifle and lanyards already attached to the trigger handle.  I ran for the trench.  Shooting started again as I felt the wind of the bullets passing me.  I jumped and turned so I would face my enemy in the trench.  As I did so I pulled the lanyards praying there will not be another misfire, as the Jerries were closing in on me.  A double explosion succeeded blowing up No1 gun in the face of the enemy and several Jerries going down.\" width=\"561\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I quickly ran to the front of the gun and picked up the shell and rammed it into the muzzle before the Jerries had time to recover from my last gunfire, then I reloaded, picking up my rifle and lanyards already attached to the trigger handle.  I ran for the trench.  Shooting started again as I felt the wind of the bullets passing me.  I jumped and turned so I would face my enemy in the trench.  As I did so I pulled the lanyards praying there will not be another misfire, as the Jerries were closing in on me.  A double explosion succeeded blowing up No1 gun in the face of the enemy and several Jerries going down.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-046-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"\u201cCome on Vic, hurry up. The Germans are coming up the road,\u201d shouted my driver. \u201cI am coming now Ginger, get ready,\u201d I shouted back, leaping out of the slit trench and picking up a lanyard knowing that there wasn\u2019t any left in the troop to blow up anymore guns.  As I began to race towards the gun Quad, Rosendaal gun positions reminds me of the willows positions at Auchy.  Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted as again I felt the wind of bullets passing me.  Some of the German infantry survived the onslaught of the 25 pounder gun. \u201cAchtung\u201d I never did understand their language.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-046-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cCome on Vic, hurry up. The Germans are coming up the road,\u201d shouted my driver. \u201cI am coming now Ginger, get ready,\u201d I shouted back, leaping out of the slit trench and picking up a lanyard knowing that there wasn\u2019t any left in the troop to blow up anymore guns.  As I began to race towards the gun Quad, Rosendaal gun positions reminds me of the willows positions at Auchy.  Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted as again I felt the wind of bullets passing me.  Some of the German infantry survived the onslaught of the 25 pounder gun. \u201cAchtung\u201d I never did understand their language.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cCome on Vic, hurry up. The Germans are coming up the road,\u201d shouted my driver. \u201cI am coming now Ginger, get ready,\u201d I shouted back, leaping out of the slit trench and picking up a lanyard knowing that there wasn\u2019t any left in the troop to blow up anymore guns.  As I began to race towards the gun Quad, Rosendaal gun positions reminds me of the willows positions at Auchy.  Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted as again I felt the wind of bullets passing me.  Some of the German infantry survived the onslaught of the 25 pounder gun. \u201cAchtung\u201d I never did understand their language.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-047-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"As I raced towards the vehicle, zigzagging and ducking down as the guns and limbers the trees gave me some protection against the German infantry started shooting at me.  I must have broken all world records at 100 yards, my strength and energy beginning to sap away owing to not having any hot food or tea since May17th, only half a tin of cornbeef a day and a hard biscuit that would break your teeth in half.  On reaching the door I looked down the road to see how far away they weren aout 40yeards, some fixing a canon and another firing at me, bullet hitting the door. \u201cLet\u2019s get out the hell out of here, Ginger.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-047-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"As I raced towards the vehicle, zigzagging and ducking down as the guns and limbers the trees gave me some protection against the German infantry started shooting at me.  I must have broken all world records at 100 yards, my strength and energy beginning to sap away owing to not having any hot food or tea since May17th, only half a tin of cornbeef a day and a hard biscuit that would break your teeth in half.  On reaching the door I looked down the road to see how far away they weren aout 40yeards, some fixing a canon and another firing at me, bullet hitting the door. \u201cLet\u2019s get out the hell out of here, Ginger.\u201d\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">As I raced towards the vehicle, zigzagging and ducking down as the guns and limbers the trees gave me some protection against the German infantry started shooting at me.  I must have broken all world records at 100 yards, my strength and energy beginning to sap away owing to not having any hot food or tea since May17th, only half a tin of cornbeef a day and a hard biscuit that would break your teeth in half.  On reaching the door I looked down the road to see how far away they weren aout 40yeards, some fixing a canon and another firing at me, bullet hitting the door. \u201cLet\u2019s get out the hell out of here, Ginger.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-048-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"On reaching the Quad vehicle I looked to the right to see how far the Germans are and to my surprise they were so close, about 30 to 50 yards I saw a group fixing up and canon and others began to shoot at me.  I shouted at Ginger \u201cGet the hell out of here.\u201d  Closing the door behind me, a bullet struck it. \u201cI am going up to have a look,Ginger.\u201d \u201cMy hair is red not ginger.  I am called Red\u201d, he replied ironically. Shot down the first German in the group, then two shots at the one in the ditch.  Then I shot down Lance Corporal crossing over the road.  I aimed and missed the German the otherside then shot down the last one in the group.  My gun was empty.  I got down to reload. \"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-048-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"On reaching the Quad vehicle I looked to the right to see how far the Germans are and to my surprise they were so close, about 30 to 50 yards I saw a group fixing up and canon and others began to shoot at me.  I shouted at Ginger \u201cGet the hell out of here.\u201d  Closing the door behind me, a bullet struck it. \u201cI am going up to have a look,Ginger.\u201d \u201cMy hair is red not ginger.  I am called Red\u201d, he replied ironically. Shot down the first German in the group, then two shots at the one in the ditch.  Then I shot down Lance Corporal crossing over the road.  I aimed and missed the German the otherside then shot down the last one in the group.  My gun was empty.  I got down to reload. \" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">On reaching the Quad vehicle I looked to the right to see how far the Germans are and to my surprise they were so close, about 30 to 50 yards I saw a group fixing up and canon and others began to shoot at me.  I shouted at Ginger \u201cGet the hell out of here.\u201d  Closing the door behind me, a bullet struck it. \u201cI am going up to have a look,Ginger.\u201d \u201cMy hair is red not ginger.  I am called Red\u201d, he replied ironically. Shot down the first German in the group, then two shots at the one in the ditch.  Then I shot down Lance Corporal crossing over the road.  I aimed and missed the German the otherside then shot down the last one in the group.  My gun was empty.  I got down to reload. <\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-049-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"\u201cDon\u2019t go up again Vic, you will get your head shot off.  There\u2019s too many of them we are lucky so far.\u201d \u201cOK Red.  Look in your mirror, see what\u2019s going on.\u201d \u201cI can\u2019t, they shot it to pieces.\u201d As we began to pick up speed an explosion on the right side of the Quad. \u201cWhat was that?\u201d said Red. \u201cIt\u2019s a mortar shell.\u201d \u201cSo that\u2019s what it was, a mortar cannon.\u201d Another exploded and the Quad began to swerve out of control.   \u201cWe got punctures and the brakes have failed,\u201d said Red. \u201cCrash into the next tree on the left so we can jump into the field for cover.\u201d Grabbing the steering wheel, helping Red to turn the wheels left, slammed in low gear to slow it down.  Crashed.  Fire and smoke. \u201cJump, Red, jump.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-049-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cDon\u2019t go up again Vic, you will get your head shot off.  There\u2019s too many of them we are lucky so far.\u201d \u201cOK Red.  Look in your mirror, see what\u2019s going on.\u201d \u201cI can\u2019t, they shot it to pieces.\u201d As we began to pick up speed an explosion on the right side of the Quad. \u201cWhat was that?\u201d said Red. \u201cIt\u2019s a mortar shell.\u201d \u201cSo that\u2019s what it was, a mortar cannon.\u201d Another exploded and the Quad began to swerve out of control.   \u201cWe got punctures and the brakes have failed,\u201d said Red. \u201cCrash into the next tree on the left so we can jump into the field for cover.\u201d Grabbing the steering wheel, helping Red to turn the wheels left, slammed in low gear to slow it down.  Crashed.  Fire and smoke. \u201cJump, Red, jump.\u201d\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cDon\u2019t go up again Vic, you will get your head shot off.  There\u2019s too many of them we are lucky so far.\u201d \u201cOK Red.  Look in your mirror, see what\u2019s going on.\u201d \u201cI can\u2019t, they shot it to pieces.\u201d As we began to pick up speed an explosion on the right side of the Quad. \u201cWhat was that?\u201d said Red. \u201cIt\u2019s a mortar shell.\u201d \u201cSo that\u2019s what it was, a mortar cannon.\u201d Another exploded and the Quad began to swerve out of control.   \u201cWe got punctures and the brakes have failed,\u201d said Red. \u201cCrash into the next tree on the left so we can jump into the field for cover.\u201d Grabbing the steering wheel, helping Red to turn the wheels left, slammed in low gear to slow it down.  Crashed.  Fire and smoke. \u201cJump, Red, jump.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-050-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"As we ran, shells began to explode. We dived into the edge for cover. With my face pressed into the earth I called out, \u201cOh Mother of God, help me, what shall I do?!\u201d Then a voice boomed out, saying, \u201cYou are my brave Godsoldier. You have a job of work to do for me. You must leave this place now and save yourself and others.\u201d I was stunned. As I looked around the fields in no man\u2019s land, not seeing anybody, I called out to Red, \u201cDid you hear someone calling out?\u201d \u201cNo,\u201d replied Red, \u201cAll I can hear is these bloody shells exploding.\u201d I buried my face back into the earth. Again, the loud voice repeating the same message, penetrating through my body and making me shiver and shiver all over. I looked up to the sky and there it was. God. I saw God.  Time stood still, and his voice telling me I am his Godsoldier, to leave and save myself and others. I saw a piece of heaven as God looked down upon me at Rossendaal (Fr. Rosenda\u00ebl), France, 1940\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-050-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"As we ran, shells began to explode. We dived into the edge for cover. With my face pressed into the earth I called out, \u201cOh Mother of God, help me, what shall I do?!\u201d Then a voice boomed out, saying, \u201cYou are my brave Godsoldier. You have a job of work to do for me. You must leave this place now and save yourself and others.\u201d I was stunned. As I looked around the fields in no man\u2019s land, not seeing anybody, I called out to Red, \u201cDid you hear someone calling out?\u201d \u201cNo,\u201d replied Red, \u201cAll I can hear is these bloody shells exploding.\u201d I buried my face back into the earth. Again, the loud voice repeating the same message, penetrating through my body and making me shiver and shiver all over. I looked up to the sky and there it was. God. I saw God.  Time stood still, and his voice telling me I am his Godsoldier, to leave and save myself and others. I saw a piece of heaven as God looked down upon me at Rossendaal (Fr. Rosenda\u00ebl), France, 1940\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">As we ran, shells began to explode. We dived into the edge for cover. With my face pressed into the earth I called out, \u201cOh Mother of God, help me, what shall I do?!\u201d Then a voice boomed out, saying, \u201cYou are my brave Godsoldier. You have a job of work to do for me. You must leave this place now and save yourself and others.\u201d I was stunned. As I looked around the fields in no man\u2019s land, not seeing anybody, I called out to Red, \u201cDid you hear someone calling out?\u201d \u201cNo,\u201d replied Red, \u201cAll I can hear is these bloody shells exploding.\u201d I buried my face back into the earth. Again, the loud voice repeating the same message, penetrating through my body and making me shiver and shiver all over. I looked up to the sky and there it was. God. I saw God.  Time stood still, and his voice telling me I am his Godsoldier, to leave and save myself and others. I saw a piece of heaven as God looked down upon me at Rossendaal (Fr. Rosenda\u00ebl), France, 1940<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-051-776x1024.jpg\" title=\"When time stood still, as I began to shiver all over, something strange was happening to my body. Fear was creeping into me. His voice was pounding inside me, that I am his brave Godsoldier, and to save others. Then I saw shadows leaping across in heaven. I called out to Red to come closer to me. Red did so. \u201cWhat\u2019s up Vic?\u201d \u201cLook up there,\u201d pointing to where God is (not looking myself). \u201cTell me what you can see.\u201d \u201cNothing,\u201d said Red.  I looked up and there was nothing, the blue sky was closed and God had gone, but his voice still pounding inside me. \u201cBlimey Vic, what\u2019s happened to you? Are you feeling ill? You looked as though you seen a ghost. You gone white as a sheet. All your colour has gone. Look at your hands if you don\u2019t believe me. What\u2019s gone wrong with you?\u201d asked Red. I knew now what was wrong. I have lost my soul in the face of God. 1st June 1940, the Battle of Rosenda\u00ebl.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-051-776x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"When time stood still, as I began to shiver all over, something strange was happening to my body. Fear was creeping into me. His voice was pounding inside me, that I am his brave Godsoldier, and to save others. Then I saw shadows leaping across in heaven. I called out to Red to come closer to me. Red did so. \u201cWhat\u2019s up Vic?\u201d \u201cLook up there,\u201d pointing to where God is (not looking myself). \u201cTell me what you can see.\u201d \u201cNothing,\u201d said Red.  I looked up and there was nothing, the blue sky was closed and God had gone, but his voice still pounding inside me. \u201cBlimey Vic, what\u2019s happened to you? Are you feeling ill? You looked as though you seen a ghost. You gone white as a sheet. All your colour has gone. Look at your hands if you don\u2019t believe me. What\u2019s gone wrong with you?\u201d asked Red. I knew now what was wrong. I have lost my soul in the face of God. 1st June 1940, the Battle of Rosenda\u00ebl.\" width=\"322\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">When time stood still, as I began to shiver all over, something strange was happening to my body. Fear was creeping into me. His voice was pounding inside me, that I am his brave Godsoldier, and to save others. Then I saw shadows leaping across in heaven. I called out to Red to come closer to me. Red did so. \u201cWhat\u2019s up Vic?\u201d \u201cLook up there,\u201d pointing to where God is (not looking myself). \u201cTell me what you can see.\u201d \u201cNothing,\u201d said Red.  I looked up and there was nothing, the blue sky was closed and God had gone, but his voice still pounding inside me. \u201cBlimey Vic, what\u2019s happened to you? Are you feeling ill? You looked as though you seen a ghost. You gone white as a sheet. All your colour has gone. Look at your hands if you don\u2019t believe me. What\u2019s gone wrong with you?\u201d asked Red. I knew now what was wrong. I have lost my soul in the face of God. 1st June 1940, the Battle of Rosenda\u00ebl.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-052-1024x777.jpg\" title=\"\u201cWhat are we going to do, Vic?\u201d asked Red. \u201cWe are leaving this pace now, keep to the edge for protection against these shells.\u201d \u201cWouldn\u2019t it be quicker to cross the field?\u201d said Red. \u201cNot bloody likely.  I don\u2019t want a Jerry\u2019s bullet in my back.  They are not far behind us, so let\u2019s go.\u201d  I crossed over the road to find it was a river canal. \u201cWe will have to back this side,\u201d said Red.  We ran for a quarter of a mile and rested to get our breath back and haven\u2019t eaten any food for two days, looking back to see any Germans coming, and to see if God was watching over me, the sky was closed.  He was not watching, or was he?  \u201cEh, Vic.  You still look white.  What did you see up there in the sky?\u201d asked Red.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-052-1024x777.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cWhat are we going to do, Vic?\u201d asked Red. \u201cWe are leaving this pace now, keep to the edge for protection against these shells.\u201d \u201cWouldn\u2019t it be quicker to cross the field?\u201d said Red. \u201cNot bloody likely.  I don\u2019t want a Jerry\u2019s bullet in my back.  They are not far behind us, so let\u2019s go.\u201d  I crossed over the road to find it was a river canal. \u201cWe will have to back this side,\u201d said Red.  We ran for a quarter of a mile and rested to get our breath back and haven\u2019t eaten any food for two days, looking back to see any Germans coming, and to see if God was watching over me, the sky was closed.  He was not watching, or was he?  \u201cEh, Vic.  You still look white.  What did you see up there in the sky?\u201d asked Red.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cWhat are we going to do, Vic?\u201d asked Red. \u201cWe are leaving this pace now, keep to the edge for protection against these shells.\u201d \u201cWouldn\u2019t it be quicker to cross the field?\u201d said Red. \u201cNot bloody likely.  I don\u2019t want a Jerry\u2019s bullet in my back.  They are not far behind us, so let\u2019s go.\u201d  I crossed over the road to find it was a river canal. \u201cWe will have to back this side,\u201d said Red.  We ran for a quarter of a mile and rested to get our breath back and haven\u2019t eaten any food for two days, looking back to see any Germans coming, and to see if God was watching over me, the sky was closed.  He was not watching, or was he?  \u201cEh, Vic.  You still look white.  What did you see up there in the sky?\u201d asked Red.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-053-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"Red and I ran about half a mile and stopped again for a breather.  I never did answer Red\u2019s question of what i saw in the sky for he may think I\u2019ve gone mad, because I wanted to keep my sanity but the feverish shivers were still going on inside me. \u201cYou are still looking white and cool as a cucumber while I am all hot and sweating.  Are you sure you\u2019re feeling all right Vic?\u201d \u201cYes, Red.\u201d  Looking over my shoulder to see if there were any Germans following and to see if there is another soldier lying by the edge of the field, believing it would be my soul, as I would have to go back to retrieve it. \u201cLook Vic.  The officer waving us on, yeah and you look at the Germans bombing Dunkirk.  What a mess\u201d.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-053-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Red and I ran about half a mile and stopped again for a breather.  I never did answer Red\u2019s question of what i saw in the sky for he may think I\u2019ve gone mad, because I wanted to keep my sanity but the feverish shivers were still going on inside me. \u201cYou are still looking white and cool as a cucumber while I am all hot and sweating.  Are you sure you\u2019re feeling all right Vic?\u201d \u201cYes, Red.\u201d  Looking over my shoulder to see if there were any Germans following and to see if there is another soldier lying by the edge of the field, believing it would be my soul, as I would have to go back to retrieve it. \u201cLook Vic.  The officer waving us on, yeah and you look at the Germans bombing Dunkirk.  What a mess\u201d.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Red and I ran about half a mile and stopped again for a breather.  I never did answer Red\u2019s question of what i saw in the sky for he may think I\u2019ve gone mad, because I wanted to keep my sanity but the feverish shivers were still going on inside me. \u201cYou are still looking white and cool as a cucumber while I am all hot and sweating.  Are you sure you\u2019re feeling all right Vic?\u201d \u201cYes, Red.\u201d  Looking over my shoulder to see if there were any Germans following and to see if there is another soldier lying by the edge of the field, believing it would be my soul, as I would have to go back to retrieve it. \u201cLook Vic.  The officer waving us on, yeah and you look at the Germans bombing Dunkirk.  What a mess\u201d.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-054-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"We got back to Leffringhokke of the last two guns of the regiment.  The officer asked what happened.  I heard six explosions and rifles firing.  I explained to him everything that happened at Rosendaal. \u201cYou are a very brave soldier and I will mention this act of bravery to the Colonel for a bravery medal award and you will be known and called \u2018Gun Buster\u2019 of the 92nd Regt for blowing up the guns in the face of the enemy,\u201d replied the officer.  \u201cYou look very pale.  Here is the last tin of cornbeef, share it with the driver.  Why did you take 15 minutes lyig by the edge when I gave you cover fire?\u201d \u201cOnly a few minutes, sir,\u201d replied Red.  That\u2019s when I realise time stood still, looking at God.  1 June 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-054-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"We got back to Leffringhokke of the last two guns of the regiment.  The officer asked what happened.  I heard six explosions and rifles firing.  I explained to him everything that happened at Rosendaal. \u201cYou are a very brave soldier and I will mention this act of bravery to the Colonel for a bravery medal award and you will be known and called \u2018Gun Buster\u2019 of the 92nd Regt for blowing up the guns in the face of the enemy,\u201d replied the officer.  \u201cYou look very pale.  Here is the last tin of cornbeef, share it with the driver.  Why did you take 15 minutes lyig by the edge when I gave you cover fire?\u201d \u201cOnly a few minutes, sir,\u201d replied Red.  That\u2019s when I realise time stood still, looking at God.  1 June 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">We got back to Leffringhokke of the last two guns of the regiment.  The officer asked what happened.  I heard six explosions and rifles firing.  I explained to him everything that happened at Rosendaal. \u201cYou are a very brave soldier and I will mention this act of bravery to the Colonel for a bravery medal award and you will be known and called \u2018Gun Buster\u2019 of the 92nd Regt for blowing up the guns in the face of the enemy,\u201d replied the officer.  \u201cYou look very pale.  Here is the last tin of cornbeef, share it with the driver.  Why did you take 15 minutes lyig by the edge when I gave you cover fire?\u201d \u201cOnly a few minutes, sir,\u201d replied Red.  That\u2019s when I realise time stood still, looking at God.  1 June 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-055-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"I explain to the officer of seeing God and commanding me to save myself and others.  The lieutenant said not to talk about seeing God to the men or they will believe you have gone mad.  \u201cMy advice to you is to forget it or you will be put away into a lunatic asylum.\u201d  The officer gave orders for the driver to report back to the Colonel at Dunkirk and No1 gun crew to join the rest of the \u2018B\u2019 troop at the bridge.  The sergeant asked \u201c Shall we blow up the gun, Sir?\u201d \u201cNo.  The gun buster will be blowing up the last two guns.\u201d Later a Messerschmitt 109 attacked us.  My sergeant and Sgt\/Major, myself began shooting at the ME109 in defiance.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-055-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I explain to the officer of seeing God and commanding me to save myself and others.  The lieutenant said not to talk about seeing God to the men or they will believe you have gone mad.  \u201cMy advice to you is to forget it or you will be put away into a lunatic asylum.\u201d  The officer gave orders for the driver to report back to the Colonel at Dunkirk and No1 gun crew to join the rest of the \u2018B\u2019 troop at the bridge.  The sergeant asked \u201c Shall we blow up the gun, Sir?\u201d \u201cNo.  The gun buster will be blowing up the last two guns.\u201d Later a Messerschmitt 109 attacked us.  My sergeant and Sgt\/Major, myself began shooting at the ME109 in defiance.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I explain to the officer of seeing God and commanding me to save myself and others.  The lieutenant said not to talk about seeing God to the men or they will believe you have gone mad.  \u201cMy advice to you is to forget it or you will be put away into a lunatic asylum.\u201d  The officer gave orders for the driver to report back to the Colonel at Dunkirk and No1 gun crew to join the rest of the \u2018B\u2019 troop at the bridge.  The sergeant asked \u201c Shall we blow up the gun, Sir?\u201d \u201cNo.  The gun buster will be blowing up the last two guns.\u201d Later a Messerschmitt 109 attacked us.  My sergeant and Sgt\/Major, myself began shooting at the ME109 in defiance.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-056-1024x775.jpg\" title=\"Just before the troop left my Sgt\/Major asked me would I promise to him and my sergeant.  No surrender to the enemy and to shake hands.  I did. \u201cYou are aware what that means? Sgt\/Major making promises, with our backs to the sea (fight on until death.)\u201d \u201cYes, I know\u201d replied the Sgt\/Major.   \u201cI can understand my sergeant taken an oath with you after I told him what will happen to him if he got captured when we were in Belgium but I can\u2019t understand you doing it.\u201d Sgt\/Major replied that \u201cIt would be a great honour to fight the enemy by your side and killing so many Germans as you did and not surrendering.  You are a very brave soldier.\u201d I was left alone again to blow up the last gun of the regiment and probably the last of the B.E.F.  at 11.35am 1st June.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-056-1024x775.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Just before the troop left my Sgt\/Major asked me would I promise to him and my sergeant.  No surrender to the enemy and to shake hands.  I did. \u201cYou are aware what that means? Sgt\/Major making promises, with our backs to the sea (fight on until death.)\u201d \u201cYes, I know\u201d replied the Sgt\/Major.   \u201cI can understand my sergeant taken an oath with you after I told him what will happen to him if he got captured when we were in Belgium but I can\u2019t understand you doing it.\u201d Sgt\/Major replied that \u201cIt would be a great honour to fight the enemy by your side and killing so many Germans as you did and not surrendering.  You are a very brave soldier.\u201d I was left alone again to blow up the last gun of the regiment and probably the last of the B.E.F.  at 11.35am 1st June.\" width=\"561\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Just before the troop left my Sgt\/Major asked me would I promise to him and my sergeant.  No surrender to the enemy and to shake hands.  I did. \u201cYou are aware what that means? Sgt\/Major making promises, with our backs to the sea (fight on until death.)\u201d \u201cYes, I know\u201d replied the Sgt\/Major.   \u201cI can understand my sergeant taken an oath with you after I told him what will happen to him if he got captured when we were in Belgium but I can\u2019t understand you doing it.\u201d Sgt\/Major replied that \u201cIt would be a great honour to fight the enemy by your side and killing so many Germans as you did and not surrendering.  You are a very brave soldier.\u201d I was left alone again to blow up the last gun of the regiment and probably the last of the B.E.F.  at 11.35am 1st June.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-057-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"We left Leffringhokke and started to march towards Dunkirk for the ships to take us home to Blighty, crossing over the last bridge the engineers blew it up as we were the last troop out of action.  Then we came across a great barricade of almost the entire B.E.F. armour of tanks, guns, lorries destroyed surrounding Dunkirk while it was burning and the German air force still dropping more bombs on Dunkirk. \u201cJesus Christ,\u201d I exclaim \u201c we are marching right into \u2018Hell\u2019\u201d, as the officer pointing the way to follow the pathway through the fields of wrecked armour.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-057-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"We left Leffringhokke and started to march towards Dunkirk for the ships to take us home to Blighty, crossing over the last bridge the engineers blew it up as we were the last troop out of action.  Then we came across a great barricade of almost the entire B.E.F. armour of tanks, guns, lorries destroyed surrounding Dunkirk while it was burning and the German air force still dropping more bombs on Dunkirk. \u201cJesus Christ,\u201d I exclaim \u201c we are marching right into \u2018Hell\u2019\u201d, as the officer pointing the way to follow the pathway through the fields of wrecked armour.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">We left Leffringhokke and started to march towards Dunkirk for the ships to take us home to Blighty, crossing over the last bridge the engineers blew it up as we were the last troop out of action.  Then we came across a great barricade of almost the entire B.E.F. armour of tanks, guns, lorries destroyed surrounding Dunkirk while it was burning and the German air force still dropping more bombs on Dunkirk. \u201cJesus Christ,\u201d I exclaim \u201c we are marching right into \u2018Hell\u2019\u201d, as the officer pointing the way to follow the pathway through the fields of wrecked armour.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-058-1024x783.jpg\" title=\"\u201cJesus Christ, Look at this Joe.  What a bloody mess.\u201d  Columns of our boys lining up in the sea and many were drowned and killed as the German artillery shells fell into the sea amongst them.  A sight never to be forgotten.  \u201cWhere are the ships our officers said would be waiting to take us back to England.  I see no ships.  Where is the bloody navy?  There must be well over 20,000 B.E.F. soldiers left behind.  Is this what God meant when he said \u2018You are my Godsoldier, you have a job of work to do for me.  You must leave now and save yourself and others.  It would take a miracle to save this army.\u201d \u2018How\u2019and \u2018When\u2019.  Why me? Dunkirk.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-058-1024x783.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cJesus Christ, Look at this Joe.  What a bloody mess.\u201d  Columns of our boys lining up in the sea and many were drowned and killed as the German artillery shells fell into the sea amongst them.  A sight never to be forgotten.  \u201cWhere are the ships our officers said would be waiting to take us back to England.  I see no ships.  Where is the bloody navy?  There must be well over 20,000 B.E.F. soldiers left behind.  Is this what God meant when he said \u2018You are my Godsoldier, you have a job of work to do for me.  You must leave now and save yourself and others.  It would take a miracle to save this army.\u201d \u2018How\u2019and \u2018When\u2019.  Why me? Dunkirk.\" width=\"555\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cJesus Christ, Look at this Joe.  What a bloody mess.\u201d  Columns of our boys lining up in the sea and many were drowned and killed as the German artillery shells fell into the sea amongst them.  A sight never to be forgotten.  \u201cWhere are the ships our officers said would be waiting to take us back to England.  I see no ships.  Where is the bloody navy?  There must be well over 20,000 B.E.F. soldiers left behind.  Is this what God meant when he said \u2018You are my Godsoldier, you have a job of work to do for me.  You must leave now and save yourself and others.  It would take a miracle to save this army.\u201d \u2018How\u2019and \u2018When\u2019.  Why me? Dunkirk.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-059-1024x777.jpg\" title=\"Joe was reluctant to come out of our dune we dug in the sands saying he wasn\u2019t feeling well.  I encouraged him that the ships will be coming in to take us home and we started to queue up in the sea.  After many hours passed, darkness was descending upon us and the tide was coming in fast.  Joe fainted and went under.  I quickly found his collar and pulled him up.  \u201cHang on Joe, we will go back. There won\u2019t be any ships tonight.\u201d Three soldiers offered to help me to carry Joe back as I was loaded with rifles and Bren gun.  They asked me \u201cWhat regiment are you?\u201d \u201c92nd Field R.A.\u201d I replied.  \t\tAnd they called us cowards. \t\t1st June, Dunkirk.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-059-1024x777.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Joe was reluctant to come out of our dune we dug in the sands saying he wasn\u2019t feeling well.  I encouraged him that the ships will be coming in to take us home and we started to queue up in the sea.  After many hours passed, darkness was descending upon us and the tide was coming in fast.  Joe fainted and went under.  I quickly found his collar and pulled him up.  \u201cHang on Joe, we will go back. There won\u2019t be any ships tonight.\u201d Three soldiers offered to help me to carry Joe back as I was loaded with rifles and Bren gun.  They asked me \u201cWhat regiment are you?\u201d \u201c92nd Field R.A.\u201d I replied.  \t\tAnd they called us cowards. \t\t1st June, Dunkirk.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Joe was reluctant to come out of our dune we dug in the sands saying he wasn\u2019t feeling well.  I encouraged him that the ships will be coming in to take us home and we started to queue up in the sea.  After many hours passed, darkness was descending upon us and the tide was coming in fast.  Joe fainted and went under.  I quickly found his collar and pulled him up.  \u201cHang on Joe, we will go back. There won\u2019t be any ships tonight.\u201d Three soldiers offered to help me to carry Joe back as I was loaded with rifles and Bren gun.  They asked me \u201cWhat regiment are you?\u201d \u201c92nd Field R.A.\u201d I replied.  \t\tAnd they called us cowards. \t\t1st June, Dunkirk.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-060-1024x759.jpg\" title=\"At dawn June 2nd I found three soldiers asleep in their dune.  Prodding them with my rifle, \u201cWakey, wakey.  Bullets for breakfast.\u201d \u201cAre the ships in?\u201d they ask. \u201cNot for you guys unless you give me a damn good reason for not blowing your brains out and bury you here and now for calling me and my regiment cowards last night, remember?\u201d \u201cWe didn\u2019t mean you, soldier.  It\u2019s one of your officers we\u2019re calling a coward.  Six days ago when the ships came in your officer was put in charge of our column.  The skipper of the motor boat asked your officer to take some men off, being overloaded.  Me and my pals were ordered off.  As the boat was leaving he jumped on, leaving the column behind.  That was the last boat.\u201d \u201cWhat was his name?\u201d  When they said his name and Regt. it was my B\/TRP Commander.  So that\u2019s where he went, leaving us to face the German tanks on 28th May to get home to England.  I lowered my rifle in shame.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-060-1024x759.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"At dawn June 2nd I found three soldiers asleep in their dune.  Prodding them with my rifle, \u201cWakey, wakey.  Bullets for breakfast.\u201d \u201cAre the ships in?\u201d they ask. \u201cNot for you guys unless you give me a damn good reason for not blowing your brains out and bury you here and now for calling me and my regiment cowards last night, remember?\u201d \u201cWe didn\u2019t mean you, soldier.  It\u2019s one of your officers we\u2019re calling a coward.  Six days ago when the ships came in your officer was put in charge of our column.  The skipper of the motor boat asked your officer to take some men off, being overloaded.  Me and my pals were ordered off.  As the boat was leaving he jumped on, leaving the column behind.  That was the last boat.\u201d \u201cWhat was his name?\u201d  When they said his name and Regt. it was my B\/TRP Commander.  So that\u2019s where he went, leaving us to face the German tanks on 28th May to get home to England.  I lowered my rifle in shame.\" width=\"573\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">At dawn June 2nd I found three soldiers asleep in their dune.  Prodding them with my rifle, \u201cWakey, wakey.  Bullets for breakfast.\u201d \u201cAre the ships in?\u201d they ask. \u201cNot for you guys unless you give me a damn good reason for not blowing your brains out and bury you here and now for calling me and my regiment cowards last night, remember?\u201d \u201cWe didn\u2019t mean you, soldier.  It\u2019s one of your officers we\u2019re calling a coward.  Six days ago when the ships came in your officer was put in charge of our column.  The skipper of the motor boat asked your officer to take some men off, being overloaded.  Me and my pals were ordered off.  As the boat was leaving he jumped on, leaving the column behind.  That was the last boat.\u201d \u201cWhat was his name?\u201d  When they said his name and Regt. it was my B\/TRP Commander.  So that\u2019s where he went, leaving us to face the German tanks on 28th May to get home to England.  I lowered my rifle in shame.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-061-1024x773.jpg\" title=\"\u201cYou\u2019re up early gun buster.  Had any sleep?\u201d \u201cNo, Sir.  I nearly shot three soldiers this morning for calling me and the regiment cowards.\u201d   I told \u2018A\u2019 troop commander about his friend our Trp\/Commander being in charge of a column.  He jumped on the boat leaving the men behind.  \u201cI expect he\u2019s tucked up in a feather bed and having eggs and bacon for breakfast while we have bombs and shells.  He is a coward, Sir.\u201d \u201cForget about that.  I have spoken to the Colonel about your bravery at Rosendaal for a bravery medal,\u201d The Colonel said that because of your court-martial and your punishment, all acts of bravery will not be recognised.  I\u2019m sorry.\u201d Said the officer. \u201cThat\u2019s O.K, Sir.  I knew that would happen.  I warned the Colonel \u201cPunish me and I\u2019ll punish you and the army for that injustice.\u201d \u201cGun buster, will you go and rescue some wounded men in that pill box and take them over to the M.O?\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-061-1024x773.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cYou\u2019re up early gun buster.  Had any sleep?\u201d \u201cNo, Sir.  I nearly shot three soldiers this morning for calling me and the regiment cowards.\u201d   I told \u2018A\u2019 troop commander about his friend our Trp\/Commander being in charge of a column.  He jumped on the boat leaving the men behind.  \u201cI expect he\u2019s tucked up in a feather bed and having eggs and bacon for breakfast while we have bombs and shells.  He is a coward, Sir.\u201d \u201cForget about that.  I have spoken to the Colonel about your bravery at Rosendaal for a bravery medal,\u201d The Colonel said that because of your court-martial and your punishment, all acts of bravery will not be recognised.  I\u2019m sorry.\u201d Said the officer. \u201cThat\u2019s O.K, Sir.  I knew that would happen.  I warned the Colonel \u201cPunish me and I\u2019ll punish you and the army for that injustice.\u201d \u201cGun buster, will you go and rescue some wounded men in that pill box and take them over to the M.O?\u201d\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cYou\u2019re up early gun buster.  Had any sleep?\u201d \u201cNo, Sir.  I nearly shot three soldiers this morning for calling me and the regiment cowards.\u201d   I told \u2018A\u2019 troop commander about his friend our Trp\/Commander being in charge of a column.  He jumped on the boat leaving the men behind.  \u201cI expect he\u2019s tucked up in a feather bed and having eggs and bacon for breakfast while we have bombs and shells.  He is a coward, Sir.\u201d \u201cForget about that.  I have spoken to the Colonel about your bravery at Rosendaal for a bravery medal,\u201d The Colonel said that because of your court-martial and your punishment, all acts of bravery will not be recognised.  I\u2019m sorry.\u201d Said the officer. \u201cThat\u2019s O.K, Sir.  I knew that would happen.  I warned the Colonel \u201cPunish me and I\u2019ll punish you and the army for that injustice.\u201d \u201cGun buster, will you go and rescue some wounded men in that pill box and take them over to the M.O?\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-062-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"I went into the pillbox and was shocked to see the wounded lads.  \u201cJesus Christ.  How long have you been like this?\u201d  \u201cTwo days,\u201d replied one of the wounded soldiers.  I began to move some concrete from their bodies.  Each one asked me to put my rifle in their mouth and pull the trigger to put them out of agony. \u201cI can\u2019t do that.  I\u2019ll ask the M.O. first for permission. \u201c  The soldier asked for a catholic priest for his last rights as he said he was dying.  I went to see the M.O. and told him about the wounded.  \u201cDon\u2019t you dare shoot them.  There isn\u2019t any priest, so you\u2019ll say prayers for him.  I\u2019ll be over there as soon as I finish this soldier\u2019s wounds.\u201d I went back to comfort him, lighting a cigarette, taking out my Oxford &amp; Bermondsey Club Prayer Book, saying, \u201cI have been blessed by God in battle calling me his Godsoldier, give me the right to pray and send your soul unto him in heaven.\u201d  End of pray.  The soldier died in my arms.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-062-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I went into the pillbox and was shocked to see the wounded lads.  \u201cJesus Christ.  How long have you been like this?\u201d  \u201cTwo days,\u201d replied one of the wounded soldiers.  I began to move some concrete from their bodies.  Each one asked me to put my rifle in their mouth and pull the trigger to put them out of agony. \u201cI can\u2019t do that.  I\u2019ll ask the M.O. first for permission. \u201c  The soldier asked for a catholic priest for his last rights as he said he was dying.  I went to see the M.O. and told him about the wounded.  \u201cDon\u2019t you dare shoot them.  There isn\u2019t any priest, so you\u2019ll say prayers for him.  I\u2019ll be over there as soon as I finish this soldier\u2019s wounds.\u201d I went back to comfort him, lighting a cigarette, taking out my Oxford &amp; Bermondsey Club Prayer Book, saying, \u201cI have been blessed by God in battle calling me his Godsoldier, give me the right to pray and send your soul unto him in heaven.\u201d  End of pray.  The soldier died in my arms.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I went into the pillbox and was shocked to see the wounded lads.  \u201cJesus Christ.  How long have you been like this?\u201d  \u201cTwo days,\u201d replied one of the wounded soldiers.  I began to move some concrete from their bodies.  Each one asked me to put my rifle in their mouth and pull the trigger to put them out of agony. \u201cI can\u2019t do that.  I\u2019ll ask the M.O. first for permission. \u201c  The soldier asked for a catholic priest for his last rights as he said he was dying.  I went to see the M.O. and told him about the wounded.  \u201cDon\u2019t you dare shoot them.  There isn\u2019t any priest, so you\u2019ll say prayers for him.  I\u2019ll be over there as soon as I finish this soldier\u2019s wounds.\u201d I went back to comfort him, lighting a cigarette, taking out my Oxford & Bermondsey Club Prayer Book, saying, \u201cI have been blessed by God in battle calling me his Godsoldier, give me the right to pray and send your soul unto him in heaven.\u201d  End of pray.  The soldier died in my arms.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-062B-777x1024.jpg\" title=\"I began to remove more concrete from the soldier to straighten his broken legs out, using their rifles for splints.  His right hand was trapped beneath the heavy concrete, crushed.  Again he begged me to shoot him to put him out of his pain and misery.  \u201cSorry soldier, I can\u2019t do that but I will make a promise to get you back to Blighty on the hospital ship.\u201d  The medical officer came in.  \u201cIs this the dying soldier?\u201d  I, feeling his pulse when the German bombers came overhead dropping their bombs on Dunkirk, I raised my fist, shouting at them, \u201cI am the Godsoldier of England.  I swear to God Almighty that I will get my revenge on you German bombers for this.  Just you wait and see.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-062B-777x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I began to remove more concrete from the soldier to straighten his broken legs out, using their rifles for splints.  His right hand was trapped beneath the heavy concrete, crushed.  Again he begged me to shoot him to put him out of his pain and misery.  \u201cSorry soldier, I can\u2019t do that but I will make a promise to get you back to Blighty on the hospital ship.\u201d  The medical officer came in.  \u201cIs this the dying soldier?\u201d  I, feeling his pulse when the German bombers came overhead dropping their bombs on Dunkirk, I raised my fist, shouting at them, \u201cI am the Godsoldier of England.  I swear to God Almighty that I will get my revenge on you German bombers for this.  Just you wait and see.\u201d\" width=\"322\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I began to remove more concrete from the soldier to straighten his broken legs out, using their rifles for splints.  His right hand was trapped beneath the heavy concrete, crushed.  Again he begged me to shoot him to put him out of his pain and misery.  \u201cSorry soldier, I can\u2019t do that but I will make a promise to get you back to Blighty on the hospital ship.\u201d  The medical officer came in.  \u201cIs this the dying soldier?\u201d  I, feeling his pulse when the German bombers came overhead dropping their bombs on Dunkirk, I raised my fist, shouting at them, \u201cI am the Godsoldier of England.  I swear to God Almighty that I will get my revenge on you German bombers for this.  Just you wait and see.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-063-782x1024.jpg\" title=\"The M.O. said \u201cThey can\u2019t hear you up there soldier.\u201d  They heard me have no doubt about it.  I will get my revenge before this war is over.  The soldier near the entrance got two broken legs and a broken collar bone.  The other one has two broken legs and his hand trapped underneath the concrete.  I put their broken bones together the best way I could and using their rifles for splints. \u201cAre you are medical orderly?\u201d asked the M.O. \u201cOr done First Aid training?\u201d \u201cNo Sir, I haven\u2019t.\u201d \u201cThen you done a fine job, better than I could have done under the circumstances.  Sharpen a bayonet.  I want you to chop off his arm just below the elbow, his hand won\u2019t be any use to him.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-063-782x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The M.O. said \u201cThey can\u2019t hear you up there soldier.\u201d  They heard me have no doubt about it.  I will get my revenge before this war is over.  The soldier near the entrance got two broken legs and a broken collar bone.  The other one has two broken legs and his hand trapped underneath the concrete.  I put their broken bones together the best way I could and using their rifles for splints. \u201cAre you are medical orderly?\u201d asked the M.O. \u201cOr done First Aid training?\u201d \u201cNo Sir, I haven\u2019t.\u201d \u201cThen you done a fine job, better than I could have done under the circumstances.  Sharpen a bayonet.  I want you to chop off his arm just below the elbow, his hand won\u2019t be any use to him.\u201d\" width=\"324\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The M.O. said \u201cThey can\u2019t hear you up there soldier.\u201d  They heard me have no doubt about it.  I will get my revenge before this war is over.  The soldier near the entrance got two broken legs and a broken collar bone.  The other one has two broken legs and his hand trapped underneath the concrete.  I put their broken bones together the best way I could and using their rifles for splints. \u201cAre you are medical orderly?\u201d asked the M.O. \u201cOr done First Aid training?\u201d \u201cNo Sir, I haven\u2019t.\u201d \u201cThen you done a fine job, better than I could have done under the circumstances.  Sharpen a bayonet.  I want you to chop off his arm just below the elbow, his hand won\u2019t be any use to him.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-064-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"Carrying the other soldier over to the first aid post, the M.O. made arrangements to get the stretcher bearers to carry the other one out.  As I left the pillbox I saw some early morning risers starting to queue up in the sea waiting for ships to come and take them off Dunkirk beach.  But there were no ships, only shells falling from the German artillery guns and two Messerschmitt machine gunning the lads.  The M.O. was glaring at me scornfully.  \u201cPut him down there and put this first aid band on and get rid of your rifle and ammo.  It\u2019s not allowed to have arms here.  You will be assisting me.  \u201cI am not wearing any arm band, Sir.  I am here to save the B.E.F. from being slaughtered.  It\u2019s your job to nurse the wounded and to keep them alive.  That\u2019s what you get paid for as a Medical Officer.\u201d\t\t\t\tJune 22nd 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-064-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Carrying the other soldier over to the first aid post, the M.O. made arrangements to get the stretcher bearers to carry the other one out.  As I left the pillbox I saw some early morning risers starting to queue up in the sea waiting for ships to come and take them off Dunkirk beach.  But there were no ships, only shells falling from the German artillery guns and two Messerschmitt machine gunning the lads.  The M.O. was glaring at me scornfully.  \u201cPut him down there and put this first aid band on and get rid of your rifle and ammo.  It\u2019s not allowed to have arms here.  You will be assisting me.  \u201cI am not wearing any arm band, Sir.  I am here to save the B.E.F. from being slaughtered.  It\u2019s your job to nurse the wounded and to keep them alive.  That\u2019s what you get paid for as a Medical Officer.\u201d\t\t\t\tJune 22nd 1940.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Carrying the other soldier over to the first aid post, the M.O. made arrangements to get the stretcher bearers to carry the other one out.  As I left the pillbox I saw some early morning risers starting to queue up in the sea waiting for ships to come and take them off Dunkirk beach.  But there were no ships, only shells falling from the German artillery guns and two Messerschmitt machine gunning the lads.  The M.O. was glaring at me scornfully.  \u201cPut him down there and put this first aid band on and get rid of your rifle and ammo.  It\u2019s not allowed to have arms here.  You will be assisting me.  \u201cI am not wearing any arm band, Sir.  I am here to save the B.E.F. from being slaughtered.  It\u2019s your job to nurse the wounded and to keep them alive.  That\u2019s what you get paid for as a Medical Officer.\u201d\t\t\t\tJune 22nd 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-065-779x1024.jpg\" title=\"My Troop Commander came over and asked me would I go and rescue some more wounded soldiers in the burning buildings.  I asked him \u201cWhere are the rest of the men you said you will get to help me?\u201d \u201cThere isn\u2019t anymore.  They\u2019re too tired and exhausted.  You are the only volunteer.\u201d   As 1 entered a building a soldier came running out screaming in agony.  I chased him and brought him down.  He was screaming and struggling.  I struck a blow to his chin, knocking him out and put the flames out.  I carried him to the first aid post and the M.O. said \u201cDon\u2019t bring me burnt soldiers.  I have no medical equipment to treat burns.\u201d  The soldier died an hour later.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-065-779x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"My Troop Commander came over and asked me would I go and rescue some more wounded soldiers in the burning buildings.  I asked him \u201cWhere are the rest of the men you said you will get to help me?\u201d \u201cThere isn\u2019t anymore.  They\u2019re too tired and exhausted.  You are the only volunteer.\u201d   As 1 entered a building a soldier came running out screaming in agony.  I chased him and brought him down.  He was screaming and struggling.  I struck a blow to his chin, knocking him out and put the flames out.  I carried him to the first aid post and the M.O. said \u201cDon\u2019t bring me burnt soldiers.  I have no medical equipment to treat burns.\u201d  The soldier died an hour later.\" width=\"323\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">My Troop Commander came over and asked me would I go and rescue some more wounded soldiers in the burning buildings.  I asked him \u201cWhere are the rest of the men you said you will get to help me?\u201d \u201cThere isn\u2019t anymore.  They\u2019re too tired and exhausted.  You are the only volunteer.\u201d   As 1 entered a building a soldier came running out screaming in agony.  I chased him and brought him down.  He was screaming and struggling.  I struck a blow to his chin, knocking him out and put the flames out.  I carried him to the first aid post and the M.O. said \u201cDon\u2019t bring me burnt soldiers.  I have no medical equipment to treat burns.\u201d  The soldier died an hour later.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-066-780x1024.jpg\" title=\"I entered the building where the burning soldier came out.  I saw a soldier sitting with his face against a beam.  I pushed him back to the wall from the burning wood and I noticed that half his face was burnt away leaving half a skull.  I cut one of his identity discs off then I called out is there was anyone else in the building.  A voice came from above calling for help from the second floor. \u201dJump soldier, I will catch you in my arms.\u201d \u201cI have a broken shoulder and a busted ankle.\u201d \u201cThere\u2019s a hospital ship anchored at Dunkirk to take the wounded back to Blighty.\u201d  The soldier jumped.  Catching him I broke three of his ribs.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-066-780x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I entered the building where the burning soldier came out.  I saw a soldier sitting with his face against a beam.  I pushed him back to the wall from the burning wood and I noticed that half his face was burnt away leaving half a skull.  I cut one of his identity discs off then I called out is there was anyone else in the building.  A voice came from above calling for help from the second floor. \u201dJump soldier, I will catch you in my arms.\u201d \u201cI have a broken shoulder and a busted ankle.\u201d \u201cThere\u2019s a hospital ship anchored at Dunkirk to take the wounded back to Blighty.\u201d  The soldier jumped.  Catching him I broke three of his ribs.\" width=\"323\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I entered the building where the burning soldier came out.  I saw a soldier sitting with his face against a beam.  I pushed him back to the wall from the burning wood and I noticed that half his face was burnt away leaving half a skull.  I cut one of his identity discs off then I called out is there was anyone else in the building.  A voice came from above calling for help from the second floor. \u201dJump soldier, I will catch you in my arms.\u201d \u201cI have a broken shoulder and a busted ankle.\u201d \u201cThere\u2019s a hospital ship anchored at Dunkirk to take the wounded back to Blighty.\u201d  The soldier jumped.  Catching him I broke three of his ribs.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-067-789x1024.jpg\" title=\"Going into another building to rescue some more wounded soldiers there was an explosion and a ball of flames shot out from a broken gas pipe catching the stairs alight.  I began to remove bricks and timber from a wounded soldier.  The other one was dead and another burnt up, only his bones were left.  Then a voice called out, \u201cHey! Soldier will you go and find a ladder so I could get down?\u201d  Looking up there he was standing on a narrow ledge on the first floor.  \u201cI haven\u2019t got time to look, soldier.  You got to jump or you stay up there until you die.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-067-789x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Going into another building to rescue some more wounded soldiers there was an explosion and a ball of flames shot out from a broken gas pipe catching the stairs alight.  I began to remove bricks and timber from a wounded soldier.  The other one was dead and another burnt up, only his bones were left.  Then a voice called out, \u201cHey! Soldier will you go and find a ladder so I could get down?\u201d  Looking up there he was standing on a narrow ledge on the first floor.  \u201cI haven\u2019t got time to look, soldier.  You got to jump or you stay up there until you die.\u201d\" width=\"327\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Going into another building to rescue some more wounded soldiers there was an explosion and a ball of flames shot out from a broken gas pipe catching the stairs alight.  I began to remove bricks and timber from a wounded soldier.  The other one was dead and another burnt up, only his bones were left.  Then a voice called out, \u201cHey! Soldier will you go and find a ladder so I could get down?\u201d  Looking up there he was standing on a narrow ledge on the first floor.  \u201cI haven\u2019t got time to look, soldier.  You got to jump or you stay up there until you die.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-068-1024x785.jpg\" title=\"I went up to the front line to have a chat to the Lewis gunner from the fusilier(s) who was at Rosendaal.  I told him about blowing up the guns and firing at the German infantry as they attack the position.  I fired the 25 pounder gun at them, killing about a hundred and stopped their advance on Dunkirk.  \u201cI told you they were about two hundred yards away.\u201d \u201cI am glad you made it,\u201d said the fusilier, then a Major asked me what was I doing here.  I said I\u2019d been rescuing wounded soldiers from the burning building and collecting identity discs from dead soldiers to hand them over to my C.O. then on to the hospital ship back to England.  The Major gave be a mess tin half full of dead soldiers\u2019 discs and said \u201cBefore you go back, pick up that dead soldier and put him up against the sand bags with the others and fire a round at the Germans.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-068-1024x785.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I went up to the front line to have a chat to the Lewis gunner from the fusilier(s) who was at Rosendaal.  I told him about blowing up the guns and firing at the German infantry as they attack the position.  I fired the 25 pounder gun at them, killing about a hundred and stopped their advance on Dunkirk.  \u201cI told you they were about two hundred yards away.\u201d \u201cI am glad you made it,\u201d said the fusilier, then a Major asked me what was I doing here.  I said I\u2019d been rescuing wounded soldiers from the burning building and collecting identity discs from dead soldiers to hand them over to my C.O. then on to the hospital ship back to England.  The Major gave be a mess tin half full of dead soldiers\u2019 discs and said \u201cBefore you go back, pick up that dead soldier and put him up against the sand bags with the others and fire a round at the Germans.\u201d\" width=\"554\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I went up to the front line to have a chat to the Lewis gunner from the fusilier(s) who was at Rosendaal.  I told him about blowing up the guns and firing at the German infantry as they attack the position.  I fired the 25 pounder gun at them, killing about a hundred and stopped their advance on Dunkirk.  \u201cI told you they were about two hundred yards away.\u201d \u201cI am glad you made it,\u201d said the fusilier, then a Major asked me what was I doing here.  I said I\u2019d been rescuing wounded soldiers from the burning building and collecting identity discs from dead soldiers to hand them over to my C.O. then on to the hospital ship back to England.  The Major gave be a mess tin half full of dead soldiers\u2019 discs and said \u201cBefore you go back, pick up that dead soldier and put him up against the sand bags with the others and fire a round at the Germans.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-069-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"On the way back to the beach after eight hours rescuing wounded soldiers the M.O. stopped me and asked \u201cHave you got a needle and thread?\u201d \u201cYes, Sir.\u201d \u201cCan I use it?\u201d I got my housewife kit and gave it to him.  When the two stretcher bearers brought a wounded soldier with a bullet in his shoulder, the M.O. asked me would I sew up the soldier\u2019s stomach while he operated on the soldier\u2019s bullet wound. \u201cSir, I am not a surgeon or a doctor and I don\u2019t know anything about first aid.\u201d The M.O. said that I done very well with the other wounded soldiers better than he could do, all you do is to pull the skins together and sew it up or else they will die.  I began to sew up the soldier\u2019s wound.  Then the next one coughed and his stomach came out.  \u201cSir, his stomach came out.\u201d  \u201cPush it back in with your hands and start sewing quickly.\u201d\t\t2nd June 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-069-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"On the way back to the beach after eight hours rescuing wounded soldiers the M.O. stopped me and asked \u201cHave you got a needle and thread?\u201d \u201cYes, Sir.\u201d \u201cCan I use it?\u201d I got my housewife kit and gave it to him.  When the two stretcher bearers brought a wounded soldier with a bullet in his shoulder, the M.O. asked me would I sew up the soldier\u2019s stomach while he operated on the soldier\u2019s bullet wound. \u201cSir, I am not a surgeon or a doctor and I don\u2019t know anything about first aid.\u201d The M.O. said that I done very well with the other wounded soldiers better than he could do, all you do is to pull the skins together and sew it up or else they will die.  I began to sew up the soldier\u2019s wound.  Then the next one coughed and his stomach came out.  \u201cSir, his stomach came out.\u201d  \u201cPush it back in with your hands and start sewing quickly.\u201d\t\t2nd June 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">On the way back to the beach after eight hours rescuing wounded soldiers the M.O. stopped me and asked \u201cHave you got a needle and thread?\u201d \u201cYes, Sir.\u201d \u201cCan I use it?\u201d I got my housewife kit and gave it to him.  When the two stretcher bearers brought a wounded soldier with a bullet in his shoulder, the M.O. asked me would I sew up the soldier\u2019s stomach while he operated on the soldier\u2019s bullet wound. \u201cSir, I am not a surgeon or a doctor and I don\u2019t know anything about first aid.\u201d The M.O. said that I done very well with the other wounded soldiers better than he could do, all you do is to pull the skins together and sew it up or else they will die.  I began to sew up the soldier\u2019s wound.  Then the next one coughed and his stomach came out.  \u201cSir, his stomach came out.\u201d  \u201cPush it back in with your hands and start sewing quickly.\u201d\t\t2nd June 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-070-1024x781.jpg\" title=\"One of the soldiers I rescued from the Pillbox said to me, \u201cYou broken your promise to me and these wounded to get us back to England on that hospital ship.\u201d  I told him that I stopped the two ambulances and the drivers said, \u201cWe are not allowed to pick up any other wounded soldiers except the official first aid post at the other end of Dunkirk.\u201d   I told the M.O. about it and he cannot do anything about those orders as this first aid post is not an official one.  I was furious over the situation after I been rescuing for eight hours.  So I took action and waited for the first ambulance coming back with the wounded.  I fired two rounds over the ambulance to make him stop.  \u201cOpen up!\u201d  waving my rifle at him.  \u201cI am full up, can\u2019t take your wounded.\u201d \u201cI want to see for myself.\u201d \u201cI am going to report you to the medical authority you\u2019re in big trouble soldier.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-070-1024x781.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"One of the soldiers I rescued from the Pillbox said to me, \u201cYou broken your promise to me and these wounded to get us back to England on that hospital ship.\u201d  I told him that I stopped the two ambulances and the drivers said, \u201cWe are not allowed to pick up any other wounded soldiers except the official first aid post at the other end of Dunkirk.\u201d   I told the M.O. about it and he cannot do anything about those orders as this first aid post is not an official one.  I was furious over the situation after I been rescuing for eight hours.  So I took action and waited for the first ambulance coming back with the wounded.  I fired two rounds over the ambulance to make him stop.  \u201cOpen up!\u201d  waving my rifle at him.  \u201cI am full up, can\u2019t take your wounded.\u201d \u201cI want to see for myself.\u201d \u201cI am going to report you to the medical authority you\u2019re in big trouble soldier.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">One of the soldiers I rescued from the Pillbox said to me, \u201cYou broken your promise to me and these wounded to get us back to England on that hospital ship.\u201d  I told him that I stopped the two ambulances and the drivers said, \u201cWe are not allowed to pick up any other wounded soldiers except the official first aid post at the other end of Dunkirk.\u201d   I told the M.O. about it and he cannot do anything about those orders as this first aid post is not an official one.  I was furious over the situation after I been rescuing for eight hours.  So I took action and waited for the first ambulance coming back with the wounded.  I fired two rounds over the ambulance to make him stop.  \u201cOpen up!\u201d  waving my rifle at him.  \u201cI am full up, can\u2019t take your wounded.\u201d \u201cI want to see for myself.\u201d \u201cI am going to report you to the medical authority you\u2019re in big trouble soldier.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-071-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"Ordering the driver to open the doors, then the moaning started up from the wounded. Groaning about their heads, legs, stomachs and arms.  The floor was covered in blood about 2 inches thick overflowing onto the ground.  The soldiers also covered themselves in blood.  \u201cI told you the ambulance was full,\u201d said the driver.  \u201cThey are not wounded, they are fakers, pretending to be wounded so as they can get back to England on the hospital ship.  Take them off.\u201d\r\n\u201cI will not.\u201d\r\n\u201c I am going to see the M.O. about you.\u201d\r\n\u201cThen I\u2019ll get them off.\u201d Asking the soldiers what was wrong with them.  They refused to answer saying I had no right to take them off so I used force and dragged them off one by one, telling them they will be examined by the M.O.  One soldier suffering from shell shock had sucked away half of his thumb to the bone.\r\n\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-071-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Ordering the driver to open the doors, then the moaning started up from the wounded. Groaning about their heads, legs, stomachs and arms.  The floor was covered in blood about 2 inches thick overflowing onto the ground.  The soldiers also covered themselves in blood.  \u201cI told you the ambulance was full,\u201d said the driver.  \u201cThey are not wounded, they are fakers, pretending to be wounded so as they can get back to England on the hospital ship.  Take them off.\u201d\r\n\u201cI will not.\u201d\r\n\u201c I am going to see the M.O. about you.\u201d\r\n\u201cThen I\u2019ll get them off.\u201d Asking the soldiers what was wrong with them.  They refused to answer saying I had no right to take them off so I used force and dragged them off one by one, telling them they will be examined by the M.O.  One soldier suffering from shell shock had sucked away half of his thumb to the bone.\r\n\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Ordering the driver to open the doors, then the moaning started up from the wounded. Groaning about their heads, legs, stomachs and arms.  The floor was covered in blood about 2 inches thick overflowing onto the ground.  The soldiers also covered themselves in blood.  \u201cI told you the ambulance was full,\u201d said the driver.  \u201cThey are not wounded, they are fakers, pretending to be wounded so as they can get back to England on the hospital ship.  Take them off.\u201d\r\n\u201cI will not.\u201d\r\n\u201c I am going to see the M.O. about you.\u201d\r\n\u201cThen I\u2019ll get them off.\u201d Asking the soldiers what was wrong with them.  They refused to answer saying I had no right to take them off so I used force and dragged them off one by one, telling them they will be examined by the M.O.  One soldier suffering from shell shock had sucked away half of his thumb to the bone.\r\n<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-072-1024x781.jpg\" title=\"The M.O. examined the soldiers and found nine fakers.  One believed to be blind, two self-inflicted wounds, one shell shock, sucking his thumb to the bone and crying out repeatedly to go home to see my mummy.  One soldier dying taken off to be put with the dead soldiers.  Two wounded left on the ambulance.  One of our officers from \u2018C\u2019 troop asked what I was doing forcing wounded soldiers off the ambulance.  \u201cIt\u2019s a serious offence against the Red Cross\u201d. \nI replied,  \u201cThey are fakers, Sir,  trying to get home to England.\u201d\nOne of the fakers shouted out \u201cWhat about us?\u201d  \n\u201cI am going to give you all three choices: One \u2013 you all go up to the front line, take up a rifle and fight.  Two \u2013 or you can run over there and dig in on the beach.  Three \u2013 I am going to count up to nine and if you are still standing there I am going to shoot you all down as fakers and cowards in the face of the enemy.  1 \u2013 2..\u201d\n\u201cHe can\u2019t shoot us, Sir.  He hasn\u2019t got the authority.\u201d  My officer replied \u201cIf he doesn\u2019t, then I will, 3 \u2013 4, and the fakers ran to the beach.  I fired a shot over their heads.\n\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-072-1024x781.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The M.O. examined the soldiers and found nine fakers.  One believed to be blind, two self-inflicted wounds, one shell shock, sucking his thumb to the bone and crying out repeatedly to go home to see my mummy.  One soldier dying taken off to be put with the dead soldiers.  Two wounded left on the ambulance.  One of our officers from \u2018C\u2019 troop asked what I was doing forcing wounded soldiers off the ambulance.  \u201cIt\u2019s a serious offence against the Red Cross\u201d. \nI replied,  \u201cThey are fakers, Sir,  trying to get home to England.\u201d\nOne of the fakers shouted out \u201cWhat about us?\u201d  \n\u201cI am going to give you all three choices: One \u2013 you all go up to the front line, take up a rifle and fight.  Two \u2013 or you can run over there and dig in on the beach.  Three \u2013 I am going to count up to nine and if you are still standing there I am going to shoot you all down as fakers and cowards in the face of the enemy.  1 \u2013 2..\u201d\n\u201cHe can\u2019t shoot us, Sir.  He hasn\u2019t got the authority.\u201d  My officer replied \u201cIf he doesn\u2019t, then I will, 3 \u2013 4, and the fakers ran to the beach.  I fired a shot over their heads.\n\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The M.O. examined the soldiers and found nine fakers.  One believed to be blind, two self-inflicted wounds, one shell shock, sucking his thumb to the bone and crying out repeatedly to go home to see my mummy.  One soldier dying taken off to be put with the dead soldiers.  Two wounded left on the ambulance.  One of our officers from \u2018C\u2019 troop asked what I was doing forcing wounded soldiers off the ambulance.  \u201cIt\u2019s a serious offence against the Red Cross\u201d. \nI replied,  \u201cThey are fakers, Sir,  trying to get home to England.\u201d\nOne of the fakers shouted out \u201cWhat about us?\u201d  \n\u201cI am going to give you all three choices: One \u2013 you all go up to the front line, take up a rifle and fight.  Two \u2013 or you can run over there and dig in on the beach.  Three \u2013 I am going to count up to nine and if you are still standing there I am going to shoot you all down as fakers and cowards in the face of the enemy.  1 \u2013 2..\u201d\n\u201cHe can\u2019t shoot us, Sir.  He hasn\u2019t got the authority.\u201d  My officer replied \u201cIf he doesn\u2019t, then I will, 3 \u2013 4, and the fakers ran to the beach.  I fired a shot over their heads.\n<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-073-1024x782.jpg\" title=\"My Sgt\/Major called out for me to go and see the M.O.  While I was resting in my dune the M.O. gave me a packet of cigarettes to have a smoke as I had none.  The soldier I rescued from the pillbox thanked me for getting him back to England as he was carried away. The M.O. told me that he cannot take anymore wounded to the hospital ship because the ship is full and will be leaving Dunkirk soon for England and I want you to come back with me to England and as my orderly but you must surrender your rifle. \n\u201cI cannot go with you, Sir.  I must stay here to save the B.E.F. rear guard from being slaughtered. \u201c\n M.O. replied \u201cThere\u2019s over 20,000 men here.  How can you save them?\u201d\n\u201cOnly God will tell me what to do, Sir.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-073-1024x782.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"My Sgt\/Major called out for me to go and see the M.O.  While I was resting in my dune the M.O. gave me a packet of cigarettes to have a smoke as I had none.  The soldier I rescued from the pillbox thanked me for getting him back to England as he was carried away. The M.O. told me that he cannot take anymore wounded to the hospital ship because the ship is full and will be leaving Dunkirk soon for England and I want you to come back with me to England and as my orderly but you must surrender your rifle. \n\u201cI cannot go with you, Sir.  I must stay here to save the B.E.F. rear guard from being slaughtered. \u201c\n M.O. replied \u201cThere\u2019s over 20,000 men here.  How can you save them?\u201d\n\u201cOnly God will tell me what to do, Sir.\u201d\" width=\"556\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">My Sgt\/Major called out for me to go and see the M.O.  While I was resting in my dune the M.O. gave me a packet of cigarettes to have a smoke as I had none.  The soldier I rescued from the pillbox thanked me for getting him back to England as he was carried away. The M.O. told me that he cannot take anymore wounded to the hospital ship because the ship is full and will be leaving Dunkirk soon for England and I want you to come back with me to England and as my orderly but you must surrender your rifle. \n\u201cI cannot go with you, Sir.  I must stay here to save the B.E.F. rear guard from being slaughtered. \u201c\n M.O. replied \u201cThere\u2019s over 20,000 men here.  How can you save them?\u201d\n\u201cOnly God will tell me what to do, Sir.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-074-1024x774.jpg\" title=\"Searching for food with a few other soldiers on the trawler by the Mole pier when the Luftwaffe started to drop their bombs on the ship, I put down my rifle and ammo on the deck and jumped overboard and so did the others.  I sank to the bottom.  I started to dog(gy) paddle up. The weight of my uniform in water made it difficult to reach the surface.  As I got near the top, my lungs bursting for air, I swallowed water but I managed to gasp some air as my mouth reached the surface.  Then I heard shouting, \u201cHelp, I can\u2019t swim.  Help.\u201d  There was the other lads struggling but their cries for help died away as they went under and drowned.  I swam to the pier and got back to the beach, going back again on the ship to retrieve my rifle.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-074-1024x774.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Searching for food with a few other soldiers on the trawler by the Mole pier when the Luftwaffe started to drop their bombs on the ship, I put down my rifle and ammo on the deck and jumped overboard and so did the others.  I sank to the bottom.  I started to dog(gy) paddle up. The weight of my uniform in water made it difficult to reach the surface.  As I got near the top, my lungs bursting for air, I swallowed water but I managed to gasp some air as my mouth reached the surface.  Then I heard shouting, \u201cHelp, I can\u2019t swim.  Help.\u201d  There was the other lads struggling but their cries for help died away as they went under and drowned.  I swam to the pier and got back to the beach, going back again on the ship to retrieve my rifle.\" width=\"562\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Searching for food with a few other soldiers on the trawler by the Mole pier when the Luftwaffe started to drop their bombs on the ship, I put down my rifle and ammo on the deck and jumped overboard and so did the others.  I sank to the bottom.  I started to dog(gy) paddle up. The weight of my uniform in water made it difficult to reach the surface.  As I got near the top, my lungs bursting for air, I swallowed water but I managed to gasp some air as my mouth reached the surface.  Then I heard shouting, \u201cHelp, I can\u2019t swim.  Help.\u201d  There was the other lads struggling but their cries for help died away as they went under and drowned.  I swam to the pier and got back to the beach, going back again on the ship to retrieve my rifle.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-075-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"Our Signal Sgt. from H.O. came to inquire for any divers that can dive down 12ft to 15ft.  \u201cI can\u2019t dive Sarge but I can swim under water the length of Bermondsey Baths.  Why?\u201d\n\u201cThere\u2019s a rowing boat sunk by the Mole pier and four dead soldiers trapped under the seats and I believe the boat was sunk by having too many men in it.  If you can pull them out and the boat is O.K. I\u2019ve got a rope we can pull it up out of the water, find a couple of oars and row back to England.  \u201cIt\u2019s worth a try, Sarge.\u201d  As I began to walk, I got all the wolf whistles from the troops.  My Sgt\/Major shouting out \u201cWhere do you think you are Gunbuster, on holiday at Brighton Beach?\u201d  Another call, \u201cAre you going to swim across the Channel, Vic?\u201d June2nd 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-075-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Our Signal Sgt. from H.O. came to inquire for any divers that can dive down 12ft to 15ft.  \u201cI can\u2019t dive Sarge but I can swim under water the length of Bermondsey Baths.  Why?\u201d\n\u201cThere\u2019s a rowing boat sunk by the Mole pier and four dead soldiers trapped under the seats and I believe the boat was sunk by having too many men in it.  If you can pull them out and the boat is O.K. I\u2019ve got a rope we can pull it up out of the water, find a couple of oars and row back to England.  \u201cIt\u2019s worth a try, Sarge.\u201d  As I began to walk, I got all the wolf whistles from the troops.  My Sgt\/Major shouting out \u201cWhere do you think you are Gunbuster, on holiday at Brighton Beach?\u201d  Another call, \u201cAre you going to swim across the Channel, Vic?\u201d June2nd 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Our Signal Sgt. from H.O. came to inquire for any divers that can dive down 12ft to 15ft.  \u201cI can\u2019t dive Sarge but I can swim under water the length of Bermondsey Baths.  Why?\u201d\n\u201cThere\u2019s a rowing boat sunk by the Mole pier and four dead soldiers trapped under the seats and I believe the boat was sunk by having too many men in it.  If you can pull them out and the boat is O.K. I\u2019ve got a rope we can pull it up out of the water, find a couple of oars and row back to England.  \u201cIt\u2019s worth a try, Sarge.\u201d  As I began to walk, I got all the wolf whistles from the troops.  My Sgt\/Major shouting out \u201cWhere do you think you are Gunbuster, on holiday at Brighton Beach?\u201d  Another call, \u201cAre you going to swim across the Channel, Vic?\u201d June2nd 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-076-1024x788.jpg\" title=\"The signal Sergeant pointed down to where the boat is.  I dived down unable to reach it, having the air knocked out of me.  I decided to swim down.  There were five soldiers.  One trapped under the front part of the boat that he could not be seen above.  After a few attempts I managed to pull two loose, hoping the strong current would do the rest.  Pulling the third one free I felt a hard bump against my head.  It was another soldier being carried away by the current towards Dunkirk beach.  After about twelve dives I was able to free all five.  Scanning over the rowing boat it looked in perfect order.  No holes in it.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-076-1024x788.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The signal Sergeant pointed down to where the boat is.  I dived down unable to reach it, having the air knocked out of me.  I decided to swim down.  There were five soldiers.  One trapped under the front part of the boat that he could not be seen above.  After a few attempts I managed to pull two loose, hoping the strong current would do the rest.  Pulling the third one free I felt a hard bump against my head.  It was another soldier being carried away by the current towards Dunkirk beach.  After about twelve dives I was able to free all five.  Scanning over the rowing boat it looked in perfect order.  No holes in it.\" width=\"552\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The signal Sergeant pointed down to where the boat is.  I dived down unable to reach it, having the air knocked out of me.  I decided to swim down.  There were five soldiers.  One trapped under the front part of the boat that he could not be seen above.  After a few attempts I managed to pull two loose, hoping the strong current would do the rest.  Pulling the third one free I felt a hard bump against my head.  It was another soldier being carried away by the current towards Dunkirk beach.  After about twelve dives I was able to free all five.  Scanning over the rowing boat it looked in perfect order.  No holes in it.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-077-1024x773.jpg\" title=\"The sergeant gave me the rope while he went to get some men to pull the rowing boat up.  I swam down again and tied the rope to the front seat.   By the time I finished the sergeant got some of his men from H.Q.  They started to pull like a tug of war team.  The sergeant shouted down to me that the boat is not moving.  I swam down again to see what was wrong.  I realised what was happening.  Swimming up again, I shouted to the sergeant that the men are pulling the boat onto the sand.  \u201cBring them over the boat and pull up.  I\u2019ll go down and rock the boat loose at the same time.\u201d  The boat started to go up.  It was out of the water when a Signal Officer Lieutenant also there shouting for me to bring in the dead soldier but the German bombers came over and the shout went to take cover.  The men dropped the rope to take cover and the boat came crashing down.  Fortunately for me the rowing boat stayed afloat.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-077-1024x773.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The sergeant gave me the rope while he went to get some men to pull the rowing boat up.  I swam down again and tied the rope to the front seat.   By the time I finished the sergeant got some of his men from H.Q.  They started to pull like a tug of war team.  The sergeant shouted down to me that the boat is not moving.  I swam down again to see what was wrong.  I realised what was happening.  Swimming up again, I shouted to the sergeant that the men are pulling the boat onto the sand.  \u201cBring them over the boat and pull up.  I\u2019ll go down and rock the boat loose at the same time.\u201d  The boat started to go up.  It was out of the water when a Signal Officer Lieutenant also there shouting for me to bring in the dead soldier but the German bombers came over and the shout went to take cover.  The men dropped the rope to take cover and the boat came crashing down.  Fortunately for me the rowing boat stayed afloat.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The sergeant gave me the rope while he went to get some men to pull the rowing boat up.  I swam down again and tied the rope to the front seat.   By the time I finished the sergeant got some of his men from H.Q.  They started to pull like a tug of war team.  The sergeant shouted down to me that the boat is not moving.  I swam down again to see what was wrong.  I realised what was happening.  Swimming up again, I shouted to the sergeant that the men are pulling the boat onto the sand.  \u201cBring them over the boat and pull up.  I\u2019ll go down and rock the boat loose at the same time.\u201d  The boat started to go up.  It was out of the water when a Signal Officer Lieutenant also there shouting for me to bring in the dead soldier but the German bombers came over and the shout went to take cover.  The men dropped the rope to take cover and the boat came crashing down.  Fortunately for me the rowing boat stayed afloat.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-078-1024x771.jpg\" title=\"After the Luftwaffe dropped their bombs I pushed the boat towards the beach, the boat nearly half full of water.  I was emptying the water out when the sergeant came with a broken oar.  That\u2019s all I can find.  I\u2019ll search along the beach.\u201d  \u201cO.K. Sarge. and I\u2019ll paddle over to those barges to search.  Approaching the barge I was surprised to see a barge full of engineers rowing, going to England.  I called to a sergeant, \u201cCan you spare two oars so I can row back to England?\u201d  The sergeant asked \u201cWhere did you get the boat and who are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am 92nd Field Regt.RA. 5th Division.  I got the boat from the bottom of the sea beach.\u201d\n\u201cI saw that boat sink four days ago with dead soldiers in it believing it was full of holes.  You deserve it.\u201d And ordered two of his men to hand over their oars.  I thanked him and often wonder if they ever made it back.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-078-1024x771.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After the Luftwaffe dropped their bombs I pushed the boat towards the beach, the boat nearly half full of water.  I was emptying the water out when the sergeant came with a broken oar.  That\u2019s all I can find.  I\u2019ll search along the beach.\u201d  \u201cO.K. Sarge. and I\u2019ll paddle over to those barges to search.  Approaching the barge I was surprised to see a barge full of engineers rowing, going to England.  I called to a sergeant, \u201cCan you spare two oars so I can row back to England?\u201d  The sergeant asked \u201cWhere did you get the boat and who are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am 92nd Field Regt.RA. 5th Division.  I got the boat from the bottom of the sea beach.\u201d\n\u201cI saw that boat sink four days ago with dead soldiers in it believing it was full of holes.  You deserve it.\u201d And ordered two of his men to hand over their oars.  I thanked him and often wonder if they ever made it back.\" width=\"564\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After the Luftwaffe dropped their bombs I pushed the boat towards the beach, the boat nearly half full of water.  I was emptying the water out when the sergeant came with a broken oar.  That\u2019s all I can find.  I\u2019ll search along the beach.\u201d  \u201cO.K. Sarge. and I\u2019ll paddle over to those barges to search.  Approaching the barge I was surprised to see a barge full of engineers rowing, going to England.  I called to a sergeant, \u201cCan you spare two oars so I can row back to England?\u201d  The sergeant asked \u201cWhere did you get the boat and who are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am 92nd Field Regt.RA. 5th Division.  I got the boat from the bottom of the sea beach.\u201d\n\u201cI saw that boat sink four days ago with dead soldiers in it believing it was full of holes.  You deserve it.\u201d And ordered two of his men to hand over their oars.  I thanked him and often wonder if they ever made it back.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-079-1024x784.jpg\" title=\"I got dressed and the Signal Sergeant came back with his officer.  I told him I got two oars from a barge that was rowing back to England  \u201cI\u2019ve picked my two gunners, have you got your two signalmen?\u201d\n\u201cYes I have.\u201d\n\u201cThen we leave early tonight.  Meanwhile I am going to row out to them barges to see if there is any food.\u201d  Taking my Bren gun and ammunition the sergeant said \u201cI\u2019ll do to the rowing,\u201d His Lieutenant asked to come with us to search.  \u201cYes, Sir.   But there will be no room for you when we leave for England.  We got about 10 yards out when the Luftwaffe came over again, dropping their bombs on Dunkirk beach.  I picked up the Bren gun and started firing at the bombers.  The officer ordered to stop firing and play dead.  \u201cThey won\u2019t drop their bombs on us, Sir.  They bombed 365 battery.  I am going back.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-079-1024x784.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I got dressed and the Signal Sergeant came back with his officer.  I told him I got two oars from a barge that was rowing back to England  \u201cI\u2019ve picked my two gunners, have you got your two signalmen?\u201d\n\u201cYes I have.\u201d\n\u201cThen we leave early tonight.  Meanwhile I am going to row out to them barges to see if there is any food.\u201d  Taking my Bren gun and ammunition the sergeant said \u201cI\u2019ll do to the rowing,\u201d His Lieutenant asked to come with us to search.  \u201cYes, Sir.   But there will be no room for you when we leave for England.  We got about 10 yards out when the Luftwaffe came over again, dropping their bombs on Dunkirk beach.  I picked up the Bren gun and started firing at the bombers.  The officer ordered to stop firing and play dead.  \u201cThey won\u2019t drop their bombs on us, Sir.  They bombed 365 battery.  I am going back.\u201d\" width=\"555\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I got dressed and the Signal Sergeant came back with his officer.  I told him I got two oars from a barge that was rowing back to England  \u201cI\u2019ve picked my two gunners, have you got your two signalmen?\u201d\n\u201cYes I have.\u201d\n\u201cThen we leave early tonight.  Meanwhile I am going to row out to them barges to see if there is any food.\u201d  Taking my Bren gun and ammunition the sergeant said \u201cI\u2019ll do to the rowing,\u201d His Lieutenant asked to come with us to search.  \u201cYes, Sir.   But there will be no room for you when we leave for England.  We got about 10 yards out when the Luftwaffe came over again, dropping their bombs on Dunkirk beach.  I picked up the Bren gun and started firing at the bombers.  The officer ordered to stop firing and play dead.  \u201cThey won\u2019t drop their bombs on us, Sir.  They bombed 365 battery.  I am going back.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-080-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"I got back to my dune and found it flattened out by an exploding bomb a few feet away.  I started to dig, calling out for Joe as he was buried underneath.  The Sgt\/Major began the roll call.  Finding Joe\u2019s boots I started to pull him out of the dune.  I sat him up and opened his mouth to scoop out of the sand.  Joe wasn\u2019t breathing.  I cleared his nose and poured some water down his throat and pulled his tongue out.  His throat must be blocked by sand.  I thumped him hard several times on his back, then suddenly he coughed and spluttering water and sand.  I ran to the sea and scooped up water in my helmet and threw it into Joe\u2019s face.  He came back to life shouting \u201cWhat the bloody hell you did that for?\u201d  The Sgt\/major called out his name again.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-080-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I got back to my dune and found it flattened out by an exploding bomb a few feet away.  I started to dig, calling out for Joe as he was buried underneath.  The Sgt\/Major began the roll call.  Finding Joe\u2019s boots I started to pull him out of the dune.  I sat him up and opened his mouth to scoop out of the sand.  Joe wasn\u2019t breathing.  I cleared his nose and poured some water down his throat and pulled his tongue out.  His throat must be blocked by sand.  I thumped him hard several times on his back, then suddenly he coughed and spluttering water and sand.  I ran to the sea and scooped up water in my helmet and threw it into Joe\u2019s face.  He came back to life shouting \u201cWhat the bloody hell you did that for?\u201d  The Sgt\/major called out his name again.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I got back to my dune and found it flattened out by an exploding bomb a few feet away.  I started to dig, calling out for Joe as he was buried underneath.  The Sgt\/Major began the roll call.  Finding Joe\u2019s boots I started to pull him out of the dune.  I sat him up and opened his mouth to scoop out of the sand.  Joe wasn\u2019t breathing.  I cleared his nose and poured some water down his throat and pulled his tongue out.  His throat must be blocked by sand.  I thumped him hard several times on his back, then suddenly he coughed and spluttering water and sand.  I ran to the sea and scooped up water in my helmet and threw it into Joe\u2019s face.  He came back to life shouting \u201cWhat the bloody hell you did that for?\u201d  The Sgt\/major called out his name again.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-081-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"After rebuilding the dug-out I left with the Sergeant to search the barges for food for our journey tonight to England.  Leaving the Sergeant in the rowing boat, began to search, looking down into all the barges and found nothing.  I sat down disappointed thinking I only had half a tin of iron ration containing chocolate left, when the voice of God calling to me again, sending shivers into my body, saying \u201cMy brave Godsoldier search the barges again you must save your army.\u201d   I looked up to the sky to see him but God was not there. The sky was clear.  Then the Sergeant called our \u201cHey, Vic! What\u2019s the matter with you?  You look as if you seen a ghost.  You\u2019ve gone all white.  Are you feeling all right?\u201d\n\u201cI\u2019m O.K. I am going to search the barges again Sarge.\u201d  Obeying God\u2019s command.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-081-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After rebuilding the dug-out I left with the Sergeant to search the barges for food for our journey tonight to England.  Leaving the Sergeant in the rowing boat, began to search, looking down into all the barges and found nothing.  I sat down disappointed thinking I only had half a tin of iron ration containing chocolate left, when the voice of God calling to me again, sending shivers into my body, saying \u201cMy brave Godsoldier search the barges again you must save your army.\u201d   I looked up to the sky to see him but God was not there. The sky was clear.  Then the Sergeant called our \u201cHey, Vic! What\u2019s the matter with you?  You look as if you seen a ghost.  You\u2019ve gone all white.  Are you feeling all right?\u201d\n\u201cI\u2019m O.K. I am going to search the barges again Sarge.\u201d  Obeying God\u2019s command.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After rebuilding the dug-out I left with the Sergeant to search the barges for food for our journey tonight to England.  Leaving the Sergeant in the rowing boat, began to search, looking down into all the barges and found nothing.  I sat down disappointed thinking I only had half a tin of iron ration containing chocolate left, when the voice of God calling to me again, sending shivers into my body, saying \u201cMy brave Godsoldier search the barges again you must save your army.\u201d   I looked up to the sky to see him but God was not there. The sky was clear.  Then the Sergeant called our \u201cHey, Vic! What\u2019s the matter with you?  You look as if you seen a ghost.  You\u2019ve gone all white.  Are you feeling all right?\u201d\n\u201cI\u2019m O.K. I am going to search the barges again Sarge.\u201d  Obeying God\u2019s command.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-082-1024x774.jpg\" title=\"After searching a couple of barges, I was surprised to see blankets hanging down covering the front end of the barge I never saw before.  I jumped down and cautiously went in.  I raised my rifle seeing a civilian with a Morse code equipment.  \u201c Hands up or I shoot,\u201d believing I caught a spy.  I called out to my sergeant to \u201cCome look what I found.  I found a spy.\u201d  We questioned him.  He began denying he was a spy but working for British Navy Intelligence Service.  His answers to our questions seemed genuine.  I asked him to send a message to the Navy to send their ships to take us off.  \u201c No the time is not right.  In an hour\u2019s time.\u201d  My sergeant said we should go and fetch our Colonel, let him decide.  God must have known the Morse code equipment was there all the time and he told me his brave Godsoldier to search again.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-082-1024x774.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After searching a couple of barges, I was surprised to see blankets hanging down covering the front end of the barge I never saw before.  I jumped down and cautiously went in.  I raised my rifle seeing a civilian with a Morse code equipment.  \u201c Hands up or I shoot,\u201d believing I caught a spy.  I called out to my sergeant to \u201cCome look what I found.  I found a spy.\u201d  We questioned him.  He began denying he was a spy but working for British Navy Intelligence Service.  His answers to our questions seemed genuine.  I asked him to send a message to the Navy to send their ships to take us off.  \u201c No the time is not right.  In an hour\u2019s time.\u201d  My sergeant said we should go and fetch our Colonel, let him decide.  God must have known the Morse code equipment was there all the time and he told me his brave Godsoldier to search again.\" width=\"562\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After searching a couple of barges, I was surprised to see blankets hanging down covering the front end of the barge I never saw before.  I jumped down and cautiously went in.  I raised my rifle seeing a civilian with a Morse code equipment.  \u201c Hands up or I shoot,\u201d believing I caught a spy.  I called out to my sergeant to \u201cCome look what I found.  I found a spy.\u201d  We questioned him.  He began denying he was a spy but working for British Navy Intelligence Service.  His answers to our questions seemed genuine.  I asked him to send a message to the Navy to send their ships to take us off.  \u201c No the time is not right.  In an hour\u2019s time.\u201d  My sergeant said we should go and fetch our Colonel, let him decide.  God must have known the Morse code equipment was there all the time and he told me his brave Godsoldier to search again.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-083-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"We rowed back to fetch the colonel, hoping we would send a message to the navy.  The sergeant left saying \u201cGuard the boat and don\u2019t let anyone take it away from you.\u201d  I rowed out about hundred and fifty yards to be near the barge so I could watch to see that the operator don\u2019t leave.  The nine British infantrymen started waving their arms for me to come in.  I stood up and waved my arms saying no and then they raised their rifles and started shooting at me.  One bullet hitting my tin helmet.  I layed down and got the Bren gun and fired back aiming below their feet.  Then a wave lifted the boat up and I shot down, killing four of them.  The sergeant and Colonel and the Signal officer running, waving their white handkerchiefs shouting stop firing.  The other five ran away into Dunkirk buildings.  2nd June 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-083-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"We rowed back to fetch the colonel, hoping we would send a message to the navy.  The sergeant left saying \u201cGuard the boat and don\u2019t let anyone take it away from you.\u201d  I rowed out about hundred and fifty yards to be near the barge so I could watch to see that the operator don\u2019t leave.  The nine British infantrymen started waving their arms for me to come in.  I stood up and waved my arms saying no and then they raised their rifles and started shooting at me.  One bullet hitting my tin helmet.  I layed down and got the Bren gun and fired back aiming below their feet.  Then a wave lifted the boat up and I shot down, killing four of them.  The sergeant and Colonel and the Signal officer running, waving their white handkerchiefs shouting stop firing.  The other five ran away into Dunkirk buildings.  2nd June 1940.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">We rowed back to fetch the colonel, hoping we would send a message to the navy.  The sergeant left saying \u201cGuard the boat and don\u2019t let anyone take it away from you.\u201d  I rowed out about hundred and fifty yards to be near the barge so I could watch to see that the operator don\u2019t leave.  The nine British infantrymen started waving their arms for me to come in.  I stood up and waved my arms saying no and then they raised their rifles and started shooting at me.  One bullet hitting my tin helmet.  I layed down and got the Bren gun and fired back aiming below their feet.  Then a wave lifted the boat up and I shot down, killing four of them.  The sergeant and Colonel and the Signal officer running, waving their white handkerchiefs shouting stop firing.  The other five ran away into Dunkirk buildings.  2nd June 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-084-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"The Colonel pulled his revolver out saying \u201cYou\u2019re on a court marshal charge for killing those four soldiers.  If you are found guilty you will be shot.\u201d  The sergeant and the officer went to examine the rowing boat.\n\u201cSir, it was self defence, they were shooting directly at me.\u201d\n\u201cNo they were firing over your head as I saw it.\u201d\n\u201cYou kill me Colonel, you\u2019ll die not one death but a thousand deaths for eternity.  You and General Alexander are no longer in command here.  It\u2019s every man for himself.  I\u2019ve been given command to save the B.E.F. rear guards from being slaughtered.  My first court marshal, your punishment was until the end of the war.  I ask you to half the punishment because this war will last six years.  You said no the war will be over in six months.  I told you then I\u2019ll punish you and the B.E.F.  Look around you now Colonel what do you see, disaster.\u201d\nThey came back from the boat.  I asked the sergeant one question to tell the colonel, what was your last order to me before they give their verdict.  I was found not guilty of the charge.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-084-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The Colonel pulled his revolver out saying \u201cYou\u2019re on a court marshal charge for killing those four soldiers.  If you are found guilty you will be shot.\u201d  The sergeant and the officer went to examine the rowing boat.\n\u201cSir, it was self defence, they were shooting directly at me.\u201d\n\u201cNo they were firing over your head as I saw it.\u201d\n\u201cYou kill me Colonel, you\u2019ll die not one death but a thousand deaths for eternity.  You and General Alexander are no longer in command here.  It\u2019s every man for himself.  I\u2019ve been given command to save the B.E.F. rear guards from being slaughtered.  My first court marshal, your punishment was until the end of the war.  I ask you to half the punishment because this war will last six years.  You said no the war will be over in six months.  I told you then I\u2019ll punish you and the B.E.F.  Look around you now Colonel what do you see, disaster.\u201d\nThey came back from the boat.  I asked the sergeant one question to tell the colonel, what was your last order to me before they give their verdict.  I was found not guilty of the charge.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The Colonel pulled his revolver out saying \u201cYou\u2019re on a court marshal charge for killing those four soldiers.  If you are found guilty you will be shot.\u201d  The sergeant and the officer went to examine the rowing boat.\n\u201cSir, it was self defence, they were shooting directly at me.\u201d\n\u201cNo they were firing over your head as I saw it.\u201d\n\u201cYou kill me Colonel, you\u2019ll die not one death but a thousand deaths for eternity.  You and General Alexander are no longer in command here.  It\u2019s every man for himself.  I\u2019ve been given command to save the B.E.F. rear guards from being slaughtered.  My first court marshal, your punishment was until the end of the war.  I ask you to half the punishment because this war will last six years.  You said no the war will be over in six months.  I told you then I\u2019ll punish you and the B.E.F.  Look around you now Colonel what do you see, disaster.\u201d\nThey came back from the boat.  I asked the sergeant one question to tell the colonel, what was your last order to me before they give their verdict.  I was found not guilty of the charge.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-085-1024x777.jpg\" title=\"The Colonel asked me can I borrow the rowing boat to go out to the barge to send a message to the British Navy to send ships out to take off the B.E.F. rear guards off the beach of Dunkirk.  The sergeant said that the boat had so many bullet holes in it, that it can only hold three men instead of six.  I said, \u201cI will row you out there.\u201d\n\u201cNo, I want you to stand guard over us in case there are other soldiers get the same idea.  You have my permission to shoot them down.  The sergeant will row us out.\u201d\n\u201cSir, if you go any further than that barge with intent of rowing to England I\u2019ll promise you I will sink you and the rowing boat.  Do you understand me.  I intend to row back to England tonight.\u201d\nThe colonel left and came back handing me a loaf of bread.  \u201cThis is for you from the operator for not shooting him for a spy. We have contacted the British Navy and they said they are coming to take us off the beach tonight.\u201d  My Colonel asked was there any trouble.  \u201cYes, Sir.  There were four soldiers wanted to take the boat by force.  I convinced them what we are doing to get ships in.  They left peacefully.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-085-1024x777.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The Colonel asked me can I borrow the rowing boat to go out to the barge to send a message to the British Navy to send ships out to take off the B.E.F. rear guards off the beach of Dunkirk.  The sergeant said that the boat had so many bullet holes in it, that it can only hold three men instead of six.  I said, \u201cI will row you out there.\u201d\n\u201cNo, I want you to stand guard over us in case there are other soldiers get the same idea.  You have my permission to shoot them down.  The sergeant will row us out.\u201d\n\u201cSir, if you go any further than that barge with intent of rowing to England I\u2019ll promise you I will sink you and the rowing boat.  Do you understand me.  I intend to row back to England tonight.\u201d\nThe colonel left and came back handing me a loaf of bread.  \u201cThis is for you from the operator for not shooting him for a spy. We have contacted the British Navy and they said they are coming to take us off the beach tonight.\u201d  My Colonel asked was there any trouble.  \u201cYes, Sir.  There were four soldiers wanted to take the boat by force.  I convinced them what we are doing to get ships in.  They left peacefully.\u201d\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The Colonel asked me can I borrow the rowing boat to go out to the barge to send a message to the British Navy to send ships out to take off the B.E.F. rear guards off the beach of Dunkirk.  The sergeant said that the boat had so many bullet holes in it, that it can only hold three men instead of six.  I said, \u201cI will row you out there.\u201d\n\u201cNo, I want you to stand guard over us in case there are other soldiers get the same idea.  You have my permission to shoot them down.  The sergeant will row us out.\u201d\n\u201cSir, if you go any further than that barge with intent of rowing to England I\u2019ll promise you I will sink you and the rowing boat.  Do you understand me.  I intend to row back to England tonight.\u201d\nThe colonel left and came back handing me a loaf of bread.  \u201cThis is for you from the operator for not shooting him for a spy. We have contacted the British Navy and they said they are coming to take us off the beach tonight.\u201d  My Colonel asked was there any trouble.  \u201cYes, Sir.  There were four soldiers wanted to take the boat by force.  I convinced them what we are doing to get ships in.  They left peacefully.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-086-1024x782.jpg\" title=\"As the news began to spread around Dunkirk so thousand upon thousand of soldiers began to rush into the sea forming up many queues to be first to get on the ships.  The General, realising the danger that the German forces would know something was up, ordered his officers to disburse the columns and them to take cover.  When the time comes they will be picked out by numbers of regiments and leave in an orderly manner.  I began to plug up the holes in the boat with bullets rapped with cloth, hoping it will keep out some water when my troop commander came with six French gunners.  Instructing me to look after them and bring them into the ship by the colonel\u2019s orders.  Your Colonel took command of their Gun 75th for two days.  So that\u2019s what I\u2019ve heard \u2013 gunfiring close by.  I watch all night until daylight for the ships but the British Navy never came.  I raised my fist towards England cursing the British Navy and calling them cowards in the face of the enemy.  June 3rd 1940.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-086-1024x782.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"As the news began to spread around Dunkirk so thousand upon thousand of soldiers began to rush into the sea forming up many queues to be first to get on the ships.  The General, realising the danger that the German forces would know something was up, ordered his officers to disburse the columns and them to take cover.  When the time comes they will be picked out by numbers of regiments and leave in an orderly manner.  I began to plug up the holes in the boat with bullets rapped with cloth, hoping it will keep out some water when my troop commander came with six French gunners.  Instructing me to look after them and bring them into the ship by the colonel\u2019s orders.  Your Colonel took command of their Gun 75th for two days.  So that\u2019s what I\u2019ve heard \u2013 gunfiring close by.  I watch all night until daylight for the ships but the British Navy never came.  I raised my fist towards England cursing the British Navy and calling them cowards in the face of the enemy.  June 3rd 1940.\" width=\"556\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">As the news began to spread around Dunkirk so thousand upon thousand of soldiers began to rush into the sea forming up many queues to be first to get on the ships.  The General, realising the danger that the German forces would know something was up, ordered his officers to disburse the columns and them to take cover.  When the time comes they will be picked out by numbers of regiments and leave in an orderly manner.  I began to plug up the holes in the boat with bullets rapped with cloth, hoping it will keep out some water when my troop commander came with six French gunners.  Instructing me to look after them and bring them into the ship by the colonel\u2019s orders.  Your Colonel took command of their Gun 75th for two days.  So that\u2019s what I\u2019ve heard \u2013 gunfiring close by.  I watch all night until daylight for the ships but the British Navy never came.  I raised my fist towards England cursing the British Navy and calling them cowards in the face of the enemy.  June 3rd 1940.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-087-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"Morning of June 3rd the German Army Commander gave orders to General Alexander to surrender by dawn June 4th.  If one shot was fired at the German army advance all the soldiers of the B.E.F. at Dunkirk will be shot and executed.  Our General told us \u201cIt\u2019s up to you.  If you want to surrender there will be no shame on you.  Those who want to fight on, remember every soldier will be executed.  It is for every man for himself.  Good luck to you all.  You are very brave soldiers going to the front line.\u201d\nI asked the infantry their decision.  \u201cWe are fighting on we won\u2019t trust German Commander for what they did to the Warwick\u2019s Regt. when they surrendered.  They were executed.  And for our dead soldiers, standing by our side, and we want you to send a message to the Navy saying the B.E.F. are calling British Navy cowards in the face of the enemy for failing to come and take us off the beach.\u201d\n\u201cGive me a live hand grenade.  I\u2019ll go.\u201d  Arriving at the barge the operator refused to send the message.  I got the hand grenade out to throw.  \u201cFor Christ sake don\u2019t pull that pin out, I\u2019ll send your message by Morse code.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-087-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Morning of June 3rd the German Army Commander gave orders to General Alexander to surrender by dawn June 4th.  If one shot was fired at the German army advance all the soldiers of the B.E.F. at Dunkirk will be shot and executed.  Our General told us \u201cIt\u2019s up to you.  If you want to surrender there will be no shame on you.  Those who want to fight on, remember every soldier will be executed.  It is for every man for himself.  Good luck to you all.  You are very brave soldiers going to the front line.\u201d\nI asked the infantry their decision.  \u201cWe are fighting on we won\u2019t trust German Commander for what they did to the Warwick\u2019s Regt. when they surrendered.  They were executed.  And for our dead soldiers, standing by our side, and we want you to send a message to the Navy saying the B.E.F. are calling British Navy cowards in the face of the enemy for failing to come and take us off the beach.\u201d\n\u201cGive me a live hand grenade.  I\u2019ll go.\u201d  Arriving at the barge the operator refused to send the message.  I got the hand grenade out to throw.  \u201cFor Christ sake don\u2019t pull that pin out, I\u2019ll send your message by Morse code.\u201d\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Morning of June 3rd the German Army Commander gave orders to General Alexander to surrender by dawn June 4th.  If one shot was fired at the German army advance all the soldiers of the B.E.F. at Dunkirk will be shot and executed.  Our General told us \u201cIt\u2019s up to you.  If you want to surrender there will be no shame on you.  Those who want to fight on, remember every soldier will be executed.  It is for every man for himself.  Good luck to you all.  You are very brave soldiers going to the front line.\u201d\nI asked the infantry their decision.  \u201cWe are fighting on we won\u2019t trust German Commander for what they did to the Warwick\u2019s Regt. when they surrendered.  They were executed.  And for our dead soldiers, standing by our side, and we want you to send a message to the Navy saying the B.E.F. are calling British Navy cowards in the face of the enemy for failing to come and take us off the beach.\u201d\n\u201cGive me a live hand grenade.  I\u2019ll go.\u201d  Arriving at the barge the operator refused to send the message.  I got the hand grenade out to throw.  \u201cFor Christ sake don\u2019t pull that pin out, I\u2019ll send your message by Morse code.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-088-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"Returning back from the barge to the beach, I called out the French gunners and tried to explain to them that we are going to fight on, trying to make them leave Dunkirk to rejoin their own army to save their lives.  It was difficult for me to explain because I couldn\u2019t speak French and they could not understand or speak English, until my officer came and asked \u201cWhat\u2019s the problem, Gunbuster?\u201d\n\u201cSir, I think these French gunners should have a choice to leave Dunkirk or stay and be killed when the Germans attack at dawn tomorrow.\u201d  \u201cYes\u201d said the Lieutenant and began to speak in French to them of the situation.  The six gunners started talking amongst themselves.  I asked my officer \u201cWhat is their decision?\u201d  \u201cThey are going to stay and fight with the B.E.F. and die for France.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-088-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Returning back from the barge to the beach, I called out the French gunners and tried to explain to them that we are going to fight on, trying to make them leave Dunkirk to rejoin their own army to save their lives.  It was difficult for me to explain because I couldn\u2019t speak French and they could not understand or speak English, until my officer came and asked \u201cWhat\u2019s the problem, Gunbuster?\u201d\n\u201cSir, I think these French gunners should have a choice to leave Dunkirk or stay and be killed when the Germans attack at dawn tomorrow.\u201d  \u201cYes\u201d said the Lieutenant and began to speak in French to them of the situation.  The six gunners started talking amongst themselves.  I asked my officer \u201cWhat is their decision?\u201d  \u201cThey are going to stay and fight with the B.E.F. and die for France.\u201d\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Returning back from the barge to the beach, I called out the French gunners and tried to explain to them that we are going to fight on, trying to make them leave Dunkirk to rejoin their own army to save their lives.  It was difficult for me to explain because I couldn\u2019t speak French and they could not understand or speak English, until my officer came and asked \u201cWhat\u2019s the problem, Gunbuster?\u201d\n\u201cSir, I think these French gunners should have a choice to leave Dunkirk or stay and be killed when the Germans attack at dawn tomorrow.\u201d  \u201cYes\u201d said the Lieutenant and began to speak in French to them of the situation.  The six gunners started talking amongst themselves.  I asked my officer \u201cWhat is their decision?\u201d  \u201cThey are going to stay and fight with the B.E.F. and die for France.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-089-1024x775.jpg\" title=\"My Colonel came and asked me to row him out to the barge to send another message for the General.  I did and on the way back he said, \u201cYou been here before.  Sent a message to the British Navy calling them cowards in the face of the enemy and you threatened to blow up the operator and the Morse code equipment with a hand grenade.  Is that true?\u201d  \u201cYes, Sir.\u201d  \u201cWell for your information they are coming in tonight.  They couldn\u2019t come last night because here were too many u-boats in the channel.\u201d  \u201cThat, Sir, proves my point \u2018cowards\u2019.  We have destroyers to destroy u-boats.  The government was warned in 1936 England will be at war against Germany in 1939 and the start re-arming but they ignored it saying it\u2019s all nonsense.  Well, there is going to be worse disaster to come this six years of war than Dunkirk.  I have been given a commanding order to save the B.E.F. rear guard of over 20,000 soldiers from being executed.  This war Colonel, is between me and Hitler and his Nazi party.  He created this war and I have to destroy him.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-089-1024x775.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"My Colonel came and asked me to row him out to the barge to send another message for the General.  I did and on the way back he said, \u201cYou been here before.  Sent a message to the British Navy calling them cowards in the face of the enemy and you threatened to blow up the operator and the Morse code equipment with a hand grenade.  Is that true?\u201d  \u201cYes, Sir.\u201d  \u201cWell for your information they are coming in tonight.  They couldn\u2019t come last night because here were too many u-boats in the channel.\u201d  \u201cThat, Sir, proves my point \u2018cowards\u2019.  We have destroyers to destroy u-boats.  The government was warned in 1936 England will be at war against Germany in 1939 and the start re-arming but they ignored it saying it\u2019s all nonsense.  Well, there is going to be worse disaster to come this six years of war than Dunkirk.  I have been given a commanding order to save the B.E.F. rear guard of over 20,000 soldiers from being executed.  This war Colonel, is between me and Hitler and his Nazi party.  He created this war and I have to destroy him.\u201d\" width=\"561\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">My Colonel came and asked me to row him out to the barge to send another message for the General.  I did and on the way back he said, \u201cYou been here before.  Sent a message to the British Navy calling them cowards in the face of the enemy and you threatened to blow up the operator and the Morse code equipment with a hand grenade.  Is that true?\u201d  \u201cYes, Sir.\u201d  \u201cWell for your information they are coming in tonight.  They couldn\u2019t come last night because here were too many u-boats in the channel.\u201d  \u201cThat, Sir, proves my point \u2018cowards\u2019.  We have destroyers to destroy u-boats.  The government was warned in 1936 England will be at war against Germany in 1939 and the start re-arming but they ignored it saying it\u2019s all nonsense.  Well, there is going to be worse disaster to come this six years of war than Dunkirk.  I have been given a commanding order to save the B.E.F. rear guard of over 20,000 soldiers from being executed.  This war Colonel, is between me and Hitler and his Nazi party.  He created this war and I have to destroy him.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-089B-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"After midnight June 4th while I was resting in the rowing boat my Troop Commander came.\n\u201cCome on Gunbuster, two destroyers have arrived at the end of the pier.  Destroy your boat, Bren gun, gas mask, ammo and all kits to make room, rifles only and bring the French gunners with you.\n\u201cSir,  what about the wounded and the infantry up the front line?\u201d\n\u201cEverything is taken care of.\u201d\nI did not destroy the Bren gun.  Instead I stripped it to pieces and distributed amongst my subsection to carry back home.  We got onto the Mole pier when a German shell hit the pier killing and wounding many, some screaming out for help, \u201cI am wounded, I can\u2019t swim\u201d.  An officer shouted to those in the sea.  \u201cShut up you fools.  Do you want the Germans to know what\u2019s going on?\u201d \nThe cries for help died away as they drowned.  Planks of wood was called for repairs.  I called out to God with raised fist, \u201cGod, what kind of game of war are you playing at.  You command me to save the British Army and you let this happen.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-089B-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After midnight June 4th while I was resting in the rowing boat my Troop Commander came.\n\u201cCome on Gunbuster, two destroyers have arrived at the end of the pier.  Destroy your boat, Bren gun, gas mask, ammo and all kits to make room, rifles only and bring the French gunners with you.\n\u201cSir,  what about the wounded and the infantry up the front line?\u201d\n\u201cEverything is taken care of.\u201d\nI did not destroy the Bren gun.  Instead I stripped it to pieces and distributed amongst my subsection to carry back home.  We got onto the Mole pier when a German shell hit the pier killing and wounding many, some screaming out for help, \u201cI am wounded, I can\u2019t swim\u201d.  An officer shouted to those in the sea.  \u201cShut up you fools.  Do you want the Germans to know what\u2019s going on?\u201d \nThe cries for help died away as they drowned.  Planks of wood was called for repairs.  I called out to God with raised fist, \u201cGod, what kind of game of war are you playing at.  You command me to save the British Army and you let this happen.\u201d\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After midnight June 4th while I was resting in the rowing boat my Troop Commander came.\n\u201cCome on Gunbuster, two destroyers have arrived at the end of the pier.  Destroy your boat, Bren gun, gas mask, ammo and all kits to make room, rifles only and bring the French gunners with you.\n\u201cSir,  what about the wounded and the infantry up the front line?\u201d\n\u201cEverything is taken care of.\u201d\nI did not destroy the Bren gun.  Instead I stripped it to pieces and distributed amongst my subsection to carry back home.  We got onto the Mole pier when a German shell hit the pier killing and wounding many, some screaming out for help, \u201cI am wounded, I can\u2019t swim\u201d.  An officer shouted to those in the sea.  \u201cShut up you fools.  Do you want the Germans to know what\u2019s going on?\u201d \nThe cries for help died away as they drowned.  Planks of wood was called for repairs.  I called out to God with raised fist, \u201cGod, what kind of game of war are you playing at.  You command me to save the British Army and you let this happen.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-090-1024x775.jpg\" title=\"When the German artillery stopped firing, the six planks of wood from Dunkirk houses to form a crossing put in place bridging the gap for us to cross the Mole pier.  When I arrived with the six French gunners an officer shouted \u201cNo French soldiers allowed only British.\u201d  \u201cSir, these six French gunners belong to 92nd Field Artillery.\u201d  But the officer and M.P.s refused to allow them to cross..  I asked my friend, Joe to go across and find the Colonel or our officer tell \u2018em what\u2019s happened.  If no one comes tell the officer I will shoot my way across.  After a short while ACT Troop Officer came.  \u201cGunner Uggles, send the French gunners over.\u201d  When I got to the second destroyer the officer asked me, \u201cWould you shot your way across?\u201d  \u201cYes. Sir.  It was I that got the two destroyers here.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-090-1024x775.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"When the German artillery stopped firing, the six planks of wood from Dunkirk houses to form a crossing put in place bridging the gap for us to cross the Mole pier.  When I arrived with the six French gunners an officer shouted \u201cNo French soldiers allowed only British.\u201d  \u201cSir, these six French gunners belong to 92nd Field Artillery.\u201d  But the officer and M.P.s refused to allow them to cross..  I asked my friend, Joe to go across and find the Colonel or our officer tell \u2018em what\u2019s happened.  If no one comes tell the officer I will shoot my way across.  After a short while ACT Troop Officer came.  \u201cGunner Uggles, send the French gunners over.\u201d  When I got to the second destroyer the officer asked me, \u201cWould you shot your way across?\u201d  \u201cYes. Sir.  It was I that got the two destroyers here.\u201d\" width=\"561\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">When the German artillery stopped firing, the six planks of wood from Dunkirk houses to form a crossing put in place bridging the gap for us to cross the Mole pier.  When I arrived with the six French gunners an officer shouted \u201cNo French soldiers allowed only British.\u201d  \u201cSir, these six French gunners belong to 92nd Field Artillery.\u201d  But the officer and M.P.s refused to allow them to cross..  I asked my friend, Joe to go across and find the Colonel or our officer tell \u2018em what\u2019s happened.  If no one comes tell the officer I will shoot my way across.  After a short while ACT Troop Officer came.  \u201cGunner Uggles, send the French gunners over.\u201d  When I got to the second destroyer the officer asked me, \u201cWould you shot your way across?\u201d  \u201cYes. Sir.  It was I that got the two destroyers here.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-091-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"When we left Dunkirk, approximately ten thousand soldiers on each ship it was packed top to bottom that all front soldiers were ordered to sit down to make more room.  So my feet was in the sea as the destroyer sunk so low.  Later I looked back and saw the red glow of fire ball of Dunkirk.  The sailors came to give us cocoa and rum.  The sailor asked me \u201cDo you know who the soldier who sent the message calling us British Navy cowards in the face of the enemy?  We are not cowards.\u201d\n\u201cWhat are you going to do with the soldier?\u201d\n \u201cMe and my shipmates are going to throw him into the sea.  (Now I am in trouble with the British Navy) \u201cAnd the B.E.F. will throw you and shipmates overboard to join him.  Why didn\u2019t you come out yesterday to save us?\u201d\n\u201cBecause there were too many u-boats in the Channel.\u201d\n\u201cSilence!\u201d came the order \u201cDo you want the u-boats to sink us all.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-091-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"When we left Dunkirk, approximately ten thousand soldiers on each ship it was packed top to bottom that all front soldiers were ordered to sit down to make more room.  So my feet was in the sea as the destroyer sunk so low.  Later I looked back and saw the red glow of fire ball of Dunkirk.  The sailors came to give us cocoa and rum.  The sailor asked me \u201cDo you know who the soldier who sent the message calling us British Navy cowards in the face of the enemy?  We are not cowards.\u201d\n\u201cWhat are you going to do with the soldier?\u201d\n \u201cMe and my shipmates are going to throw him into the sea.  (Now I am in trouble with the British Navy) \u201cAnd the B.E.F. will throw you and shipmates overboard to join him.  Why didn\u2019t you come out yesterday to save us?\u201d\n\u201cBecause there were too many u-boats in the Channel.\u201d\n\u201cSilence!\u201d came the order \u201cDo you want the u-boats to sink us all.\u201d\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">When we left Dunkirk, approximately ten thousand soldiers on each ship it was packed top to bottom that all front soldiers were ordered to sit down to make more room.  So my feet was in the sea as the destroyer sunk so low.  Later I looked back and saw the red glow of fire ball of Dunkirk.  The sailors came to give us cocoa and rum.  The sailor asked me \u201cDo you know who the soldier who sent the message calling us British Navy cowards in the face of the enemy?  We are not cowards.\u201d\n\u201cWhat are you going to do with the soldier?\u201d\n \u201cMe and my shipmates are going to throw him into the sea.  (Now I am in trouble with the British Navy) \u201cAnd the B.E.F. will throw you and shipmates overboard to join him.  Why didn\u2019t you come out yesterday to save us?\u201d\n\u201cBecause there were too many u-boats in the Channel.\u201d\n\u201cSilence!\u201d came the order \u201cDo you want the u-boats to sink us all.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-092-1024x772.jpg\" title=\"At the Battle of Anzio where my face blew up like a balloon, my nose and lips completely disappeared, my eyelids covered my eyes.  The medical officer said it is caused by explosions of the gunfiring from the 25 pounder gun.  M.O. said he will find an E.N.T specialist.  I was not allowed to leave Anzio beach head as I was sick, only the wounded according to my Colonel.  The swelling went down after a week\u2019s treatment.  Two months later we left Anzio and advanced towards Rome on Highway 7, then to Gustave Line, then the 5th division was taken out of action returning back to Palestine again.  Julis.  Instead of England.  The R.M.O. sent me to No2 general hospital near Jerusalem for my operation sinus to have my face cut open inside and cheek bones chipped and scraped.  The M.O. assistant gave me an injection to calm my nerves down.  The nursing sister asked me if I was alright and ready.\t\t9th-13th Nov.44.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-092-1024x772.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"At the Battle of Anzio where my face blew up like a balloon, my nose and lips completely disappeared, my eyelids covered my eyes.  The medical officer said it is caused by explosions of the gunfiring from the 25 pounder gun.  M.O. said he will find an E.N.T specialist.  I was not allowed to leave Anzio beach head as I was sick, only the wounded according to my Colonel.  The swelling went down after a week\u2019s treatment.  Two months later we left Anzio and advanced towards Rome on Highway 7, then to Gustave Line, then the 5th division was taken out of action returning back to Palestine again.  Julis.  Instead of England.  The R.M.O. sent me to No2 general hospital near Jerusalem for my operation sinus to have my face cut open inside and cheek bones chipped and scraped.  The M.O. assistant gave me an injection to calm my nerves down.  The nursing sister asked me if I was alright and ready.\t\t9th-13th Nov.44.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">At the Battle of Anzio where my face blew up like a balloon, my nose and lips completely disappeared, my eyelids covered my eyes.  The medical officer said it is caused by explosions of the gunfiring from the 25 pounder gun.  M.O. said he will find an E.N.T specialist.  I was not allowed to leave Anzio beach head as I was sick, only the wounded according to my Colonel.  The swelling went down after a week\u2019s treatment.  Two months later we left Anzio and advanced towards Rome on Highway 7, then to Gustave Line, then the 5th division was taken out of action returning back to Palestine again.  Julis.  Instead of England.  The R.M.O. sent me to No2 general hospital near Jerusalem for my operation sinus to have my face cut open inside and cheek bones chipped and scraped.  The M.O. assistant gave me an injection to calm my nerves down.  The nursing sister asked me if I was alright and ready.\t\t9th-13th Nov.44.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-093-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"On entering the surgery room the M.O. specialist asked, \u201cHow you feeling L\/BDR. Uggles?\u201d\n\u201cA bit dopey, Sir.\u201d\nThen he switched on the operating lights.  The glare was so bright it dazzled my eyes.  The nursing sister looked down as me and smiled.  I was amazed to see what was happening to her as a halo formed around her face, the sister\u2019s face began to change into the most beautiful young face I have ever seen.  She was changing into an angel with the halo still around her and at the same time I was feeling a creepy sensation starting from my toes down to my ankles and going up my legs.  I reached out to hold the beautiful face of the angel but she moved away.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-093-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"On entering the surgery room the M.O. specialist asked, \u201cHow you feeling L\/BDR. Uggles?\u201d\n\u201cA bit dopey, Sir.\u201d\nThen he switched on the operating lights.  The glare was so bright it dazzled my eyes.  The nursing sister looked down as me and smiled.  I was amazed to see what was happening to her as a halo formed around her face, the sister\u2019s face began to change into the most beautiful young face I have ever seen.  She was changing into an angel with the halo still around her and at the same time I was feeling a creepy sensation starting from my toes down to my ankles and going up my legs.  I reached out to hold the beautiful face of the angel but she moved away.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">On entering the surgery room the M.O. specialist asked, \u201cHow you feeling L\/BDR. Uggles?\u201d\n\u201cA bit dopey, Sir.\u201d\nThen he switched on the operating lights.  The glare was so bright it dazzled my eyes.  The nursing sister looked down as me and smiled.  I was amazed to see what was happening to her as a halo formed around her face, the sister\u2019s face began to change into the most beautiful young face I have ever seen.  She was changing into an angel with the halo still around her and at the same time I was feeling a creepy sensation starting from my toes down to my ankles and going up my legs.  I reached out to hold the beautiful face of the angel but she moved away.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-094-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"I kept on reaching out to my beautiful angel but she moved away again and I found myself inside the tunnel of light travelling at great speed towards her.  The creepy feeling inside my body that started from my toes had now reached my stomach and moving up towards my chest, the angel encouraging me to come on and catch me with her beautiful smile and eyes.  She moved faster and faster up the tunnel of light and I put every effort inside me to catch my angel and hold her in my arms.  I got so close to her to put my arms around her when that creepy feeling going through to my face and reaching my brain.  Then there was a loud click.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-094-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I kept on reaching out to my beautiful angel but she moved away again and I found myself inside the tunnel of light travelling at great speed towards her.  The creepy feeling inside my body that started from my toes had now reached my stomach and moving up towards my chest, the angel encouraging me to come on and catch me with her beautiful smile and eyes.  She moved faster and faster up the tunnel of light and I put every effort inside me to catch my angel and hold her in my arms.  I got so close to her to put my arms around her when that creepy feeling going through to my face and reaching my brain.  Then there was a loud click.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I kept on reaching out to my beautiful angel but she moved away again and I found myself inside the tunnel of light travelling at great speed towards her.  The creepy feeling inside my body that started from my toes had now reached my stomach and moving up towards my chest, the angel encouraging me to come on and catch me with her beautiful smile and eyes.  She moved faster and faster up the tunnel of light and I put every effort inside me to catch my angel and hold her in my arms.  I got so close to her to put my arms around her when that creepy feeling going through to my face and reaching my brain.  Then there was a loud click.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-095-1024x773.jpg\" title=\"After the loud click everything turned pure white and I was left stranded in mid-air.  Everything disappeared.  I was completely in open space.  I looked up to the sky.  There was none.  I spun around to see any walls or horizon.  There was none.  I looked down beneath ma there was no floor.  Is this heaven?  Then I must be dead but I don\u2019t feel dead.  Am I dreaming.  I slapped my face hard and felt the pain.  I pinched my left arm and felt it.  I lifted my gown up to feel my penis and testicles and squeeze them.  I felt the touch.  What is happening to me. I cannot be dead because souls don\u2019t feel pain.  I slapped my face harder and remembered the hospital to have my sinus operation, wearing the gown and socks.  My face not being cut.  There was no clouds or wind or sound just complete silence.  The air was still and able to breathe. I convinced myself that this is heaven completely empty and alone.  Following the angel that brought me here.  Why?  Was it to find my soul I lost four years ago at Rosendaal, Dunkirk.  How am I going to get back to earth.  I began to twist around in mid-air and somersaulting.  Then fear came over me and started to panic for the first time in my life.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-095-1024x773.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"After the loud click everything turned pure white and I was left stranded in mid-air.  Everything disappeared.  I was completely in open space.  I looked up to the sky.  There was none.  I spun around to see any walls or horizon.  There was none.  I looked down beneath ma there was no floor.  Is this heaven?  Then I must be dead but I don\u2019t feel dead.  Am I dreaming.  I slapped my face hard and felt the pain.  I pinched my left arm and felt it.  I lifted my gown up to feel my penis and testicles and squeeze them.  I felt the touch.  What is happening to me. I cannot be dead because souls don\u2019t feel pain.  I slapped my face harder and remembered the hospital to have my sinus operation, wearing the gown and socks.  My face not being cut.  There was no clouds or wind or sound just complete silence.  The air was still and able to breathe. I convinced myself that this is heaven completely empty and alone.  Following the angel that brought me here.  Why?  Was it to find my soul I lost four years ago at Rosendaal, Dunkirk.  How am I going to get back to earth.  I began to twist around in mid-air and somersaulting.  Then fear came over me and started to panic for the first time in my life.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">After the loud click everything turned pure white and I was left stranded in mid-air.  Everything disappeared.  I was completely in open space.  I looked up to the sky.  There was none.  I spun around to see any walls or horizon.  There was none.  I looked down beneath ma there was no floor.  Is this heaven?  Then I must be dead but I don\u2019t feel dead.  Am I dreaming.  I slapped my face hard and felt the pain.  I pinched my left arm and felt it.  I lifted my gown up to feel my penis and testicles and squeeze them.  I felt the touch.  What is happening to me. I cannot be dead because souls don\u2019t feel pain.  I slapped my face harder and remembered the hospital to have my sinus operation, wearing the gown and socks.  My face not being cut.  There was no clouds or wind or sound just complete silence.  The air was still and able to breathe. I convinced myself that this is heaven completely empty and alone.  Following the angel that brought me here.  Why?  Was it to find my soul I lost four years ago at Rosendaal, Dunkirk.  How am I going to get back to earth.  I began to twist around in mid-air and somersaulting.  Then fear came over me and started to panic for the first time in my life.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-096-778x1024.jpg\" title=\"I began to control myself and thought how am I going to get down to the ground.  I shouted out to God to help me.  \u201cWhere are you God?  This is your Godsoldier calling.\u201d  I began to realize I was going down when I was shouting and I could hear my own voice when I stop shouting so I stopped going down.  I kept on shouting continuously and going down and down and down, Calling to God.  \nGod has called to me four times over the past four years to do a job of work for him.  Why doesn\u2019t he answer me.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-096-778x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I began to control myself and thought how am I going to get down to the ground.  I shouted out to God to help me.  \u201cWhere are you God?  This is your Godsoldier calling.\u201d  I began to realize I was going down when I was shouting and I could hear my own voice when I stop shouting so I stopped going down.  I kept on shouting continuously and going down and down and down, Calling to God.  \nGod has called to me four times over the past four years to do a job of work for him.  Why doesn\u2019t he answer me.\" width=\"322\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I began to control myself and thought how am I going to get down to the ground.  I shouted out to God to help me.  \u201cWhere are you God?  This is your Godsoldier calling.\u201d  I began to realize I was going down when I was shouting and I could hear my own voice when I stop shouting so I stopped going down.  I kept on shouting continuously and going down and down and down, Calling to God.  \nGod has called to me four times over the past four years to do a job of work for him.  Why doesn\u2019t he answer me.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-097-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"As I was going down I saw faint black lines moving from one end of heaven endlessly.  I kept on shouting.  The as I got closer I saw people walking along all dressed in white gowns.  I thought they must be the living dead.  The souls.  \u201cWho are you people? \u201d I shouted.  But no answer came.  Some of them were pointing at me.  So it is true what Jesus said that there is life after death in heaven.  \u2018And I am the only living witness\u2019.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-097-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"As I was going down I saw faint black lines moving from one end of heaven endlessly.  I kept on shouting.  The as I got closer I saw people walking along all dressed in white gowns.  I thought they must be the living dead.  The souls.  \u201cWho are you people? \u201d I shouted.  But no answer came.  Some of them were pointing at me.  So it is true what Jesus said that there is life after death in heaven.  \u2018And I am the only living witness\u2019.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">As I was going down I saw faint black lines moving from one end of heaven endlessly.  I kept on shouting.  The as I got closer I saw people walking along all dressed in white gowns.  I thought they must be the living dead.  The souls.  \u201cWho are you people? \u201d I shouted.  But no answer came.  Some of them were pointing at me.  So it is true what Jesus said that there is life after death in heaven.  \u2018And I am the only living witness\u2019.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-098-1024x778.jpg\" title=\"As I descended down to the ground amongst the living souls I realised that it was not ground but the top of the sky.  It was firm and pure white.  The souls began to look frightened and shocked as they moved away from me.  I shouted at them, \u201cDon\u2019t go away I won\u2019t harm you.  Have you seen my soul?\u201d  Still they flew away, passing me at great speed about twenty to thirty miles an hour.  The more I shouted at them to stop, the more they got frightened and not one of them spoken.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-098-1024x778.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"As I descended down to the ground amongst the living souls I realised that it was not ground but the top of the sky.  It was firm and pure white.  The souls began to look frightened and shocked as they moved away from me.  I shouted at them, \u201cDon\u2019t go away I won\u2019t harm you.  Have you seen my soul?\u201d  Still they flew away, passing me at great speed about twenty to thirty miles an hour.  The more I shouted at them to stop, the more they got frightened and not one of them spoken.\" width=\"559\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">As I descended down to the ground amongst the living souls I realised that it was not ground but the top of the sky.  It was firm and pure white.  The souls began to look frightened and shocked as they moved away from me.  I shouted at them, \u201cDon\u2019t go away I won\u2019t harm you.  Have you seen my soul?\u201d  Still they flew away, passing me at great speed about twenty to thirty miles an hour.  The more I shouted at them to stop, the more they got frightened and not one of them spoken.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-099-1024x772.jpg\" title=\"The souls kept on fleeing past me shouting at them, \u201cHave you see my soul?\u201d  But no souls spoke.  I realised that they cannot speak and have lost their voices.  That is why it\u2019s complete silence in heaven.  Then a couple holding hands came close to me.  I grabbed her arm and was surprised how firm and solid her arm was, like mine.  The couple stopped instantly and I said, \u201cI will not harm you.  Have you seen my soul?\u201d  The female smiled at me.  I asked, \u201cDo you understand English nod your head up and down or sideways like this,\u201d demonstrating myself.  Their clothes were different they looked like Roman or Greek clothes of two thousand years ago.  Then her male friend suddenly moved and grabbed my arm and wrenched it away from her.  I was surprised at the amount of strength the soul has got.  They flew off.  She looked back smiling and waved goodbye.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-099-1024x772.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The souls kept on fleeing past me shouting at them, \u201cHave you see my soul?\u201d  But no souls spoke.  I realised that they cannot speak and have lost their voices.  That is why it\u2019s complete silence in heaven.  Then a couple holding hands came close to me.  I grabbed her arm and was surprised how firm and solid her arm was, like mine.  The couple stopped instantly and I said, \u201cI will not harm you.  Have you seen my soul?\u201d  The female smiled at me.  I asked, \u201cDo you understand English nod your head up and down or sideways like this,\u201d demonstrating myself.  Their clothes were different they looked like Roman or Greek clothes of two thousand years ago.  Then her male friend suddenly moved and grabbed my arm and wrenched it away from her.  I was surprised at the amount of strength the soul has got.  They flew off.  She looked back smiling and waved goodbye.\" width=\"563\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The souls kept on fleeing past me shouting at them, \u201cHave you see my soul?\u201d  But no souls spoke.  I realised that they cannot speak and have lost their voices.  That is why it\u2019s complete silence in heaven.  Then a couple holding hands came close to me.  I grabbed her arm and was surprised how firm and solid her arm was, like mine.  The couple stopped instantly and I said, \u201cI will not harm you.  Have you seen my soul?\u201d  The female smiled at me.  I asked, \u201cDo you understand English nod your head up and down or sideways like this,\u201d demonstrating myself.  Their clothes were different they looked like Roman or Greek clothes of two thousand years ago.  Then her male friend suddenly moved and grabbed my arm and wrenched it away from her.  I was surprised at the amount of strength the soul has got.  They flew off.  She looked back smiling and waved goodbye.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-100-1024x776.jpg\" title=\"I decided that if the souls can leap up into the air and fly, I\u2019ll jump up and see what happens.  I did and was surprised to see I could fly above the souls.  Now I can look for my soul lost at the Battle of Rosendaal 1940.  Then I got a surprise to see my own father in heaven, died in May 1940.\n\u201cDad,\u201d I shouted \u201cIt\u2019s me your son Vic.  Dad I am not dead.  No officer has killed me,\u201d\n.... as my father advised me to kill any officer that tried to shoot me during the war and die bravely afterwards.  \u201cDad don\u2019t you remember your sons?  I am Vic,  there\u2019s John, Bill and Ted.  Mum died a year after you.  Have you seen her, your wife, Minnie Laurie?\u201d  But Dad just stared at me not comprehending of what I was telling him.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-100-1024x776.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I decided that if the souls can leap up into the air and fly, I\u2019ll jump up and see what happens.  I did and was surprised to see I could fly above the souls.  Now I can look for my soul lost at the Battle of Rosendaal 1940.  Then I got a surprise to see my own father in heaven, died in May 1940.\n\u201cDad,\u201d I shouted \u201cIt\u2019s me your son Vic.  Dad I am not dead.  No officer has killed me,\u201d\n.... as my father advised me to kill any officer that tried to shoot me during the war and die bravely afterwards.  \u201cDad don\u2019t you remember your sons?  I am Vic,  there\u2019s John, Bill and Ted.  Mum died a year after you.  Have you seen her, your wife, Minnie Laurie?\u201d  But Dad just stared at me not comprehending of what I was telling him.\" width=\"560\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I decided that if the souls can leap up into the air and fly, I\u2019ll jump up and see what happens.  I did and was surprised to see I could fly above the souls.  Now I can look for my soul lost at the Battle of Rosendaal 1940.  Then I got a surprise to see my own father in heaven, died in May 1940.\n\u201cDad,\u201d I shouted \u201cIt\u2019s me your son Vic.  Dad I am not dead.  No officer has killed me,\u201d\n.... as my father advised me to kill any officer that tried to shoot me during the war and die bravely afterwards.  \u201cDad don\u2019t you remember your sons?  I am Vic,  there\u2019s John, Bill and Ted.  Mum died a year after you.  Have you seen her, your wife, Minnie Laurie?\u201d  But Dad just stared at me not comprehending of what I was telling him.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-101-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"Then the voice of God called. \u201cGunner Uggles what are you doing in my heaven?\u201d  I turned to look where his voice came from and half of heaven was in total blackness he created.  \u201cI know you.  You\u2019re God.  I saw you in France at Rosendaal.  It was you that took my soul away and I am up here to find it and put it back inside my body.\u201d\n\u201cYour soul my brave soldier is not in heaven.  Tell me who killed you and I will destroy them all a thousand times over for eternity. \u201cNo one has killed me God I am alive in flesh and blood.  I can feel pain.  I followed an angel into heaven.\u201d\n\u201c I sent no angel down to earth to you.  Tell me what happened,\u201d replied God.\nI explained everything that happened in hospital in Palestine, the sister changed into an angel.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-101-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Then the voice of God called. \u201cGunner Uggles what are you doing in my heaven?\u201d  I turned to look where his voice came from and half of heaven was in total blackness he created.  \u201cI know you.  You\u2019re God.  I saw you in France at Rosendaal.  It was you that took my soul away and I am up here to find it and put it back inside my body.\u201d\n\u201cYour soul my brave soldier is not in heaven.  Tell me who killed you and I will destroy them all a thousand times over for eternity. \u201cNo one has killed me God I am alive in flesh and blood.  I can feel pain.  I followed an angel into heaven.\u201d\n\u201c I sent no angel down to earth to you.  Tell me what happened,\u201d replied God.\nI explained everything that happened in hospital in Palestine, the sister changed into an angel.\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Then the voice of God called. \u201cGunner Uggles what are you doing in my heaven?\u201d  I turned to look where his voice came from and half of heaven was in total blackness he created.  \u201cI know you.  You\u2019re God.  I saw you in France at Rosendaal.  It was you that took my soul away and I am up here to find it and put it back inside my body.\u201d\n\u201cYour soul my brave soldier is not in heaven.  Tell me who killed you and I will destroy them all a thousand times over for eternity. \u201cNo one has killed me God I am alive in flesh and blood.  I can feel pain.  I followed an angel into heaven.\u201d\n\u201c I sent no angel down to earth to you.  Tell me what happened,\u201d replied God.\nI explained everything that happened in hospital in Palestine, the sister changed into an angel.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-102-1024x782.jpg\" title=\"\u201cThen she will become a GodAngel when her time comes.  She will revert back to this time and become your beautiful GodAngel,\u201d replied God.\nI got as close to God but an invisible force field stopped me. \u201cCome out of there God and face me like a man.\u201d\n\u201cNo,\u201d replied God, \u201cyou will not like what you see.\u201d  Then his left arm came out of the pulsing globe pointing down.  His arm was flesh colour and his veins are thick and protruding from his arm.  \u201cLook down my brave Godsoldier\u201d.  There I saw a black spot below.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-102-1024x782.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cThen she will become a GodAngel when her time comes.  She will revert back to this time and become your beautiful GodAngel,\u201d replied God.\nI got as close to God but an invisible force field stopped me. \u201cCome out of there God and face me like a man.\u201d\n\u201cNo,\u201d replied God, \u201cyou will not like what you see.\u201d  Then his left arm came out of the pulsing globe pointing down.  His arm was flesh colour and his veins are thick and protruding from his arm.  \u201cLook down my brave Godsoldier\u201d.  There I saw a black spot below.\" width=\"556\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cThen she will become a GodAngel when her time comes.  She will revert back to this time and become your beautiful GodAngel,\u201d replied God.\nI got as close to God but an invisible force field stopped me. \u201cCome out of there God and face me like a man.\u201d\n\u201cNo,\u201d replied God, \u201cyou will not like what you see.\u201d  Then his left arm came out of the pulsing globe pointing down.  His arm was flesh colour and his veins are thick and protruding from his arm.  \u201cLook down my brave Godsoldier\u201d.  There I saw a black spot below.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-103-781x1024.jpg\" title=\"\u201cWhy God did you allow Jesus Christ to be crucified when you got the power to stop it? I asked.\n\u201cIt\u2019s none of your affair.\u201d  God replied. \u201cLook down Godsoldier.\u201d  The black spot became large and I realised that the sky was opening and there below I saw the earth revolving round, recognising the shape of an elephant head and trunk of the American States and Europe.  The earth was about the size of a football.  Then God spoke and said, \u201cMy brave Godsoldier you must go back to my animal kingdom to fight your enemy.\u201d\n\u201cNo, God don\u2019t send me back to that evil earth.\u201d\n\u201cMy brave Godsoldier you have spent one moment of every year of your life in my heaven.  I command you to go back.  If you don\u2019t all what you saw and believed in the past will not come true and your people will become slaves for evermore to your enemy.  You must go back and to the second front to save your army.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-103-781x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cWhy God did you allow Jesus Christ to be crucified when you got the power to stop it? I asked.\n\u201cIt\u2019s none of your affair.\u201d  God replied. \u201cLook down Godsoldier.\u201d  The black spot became large and I realised that the sky was opening and there below I saw the earth revolving round, recognising the shape of an elephant head and trunk of the American States and Europe.  The earth was about the size of a football.  Then God spoke and said, \u201cMy brave Godsoldier you must go back to my animal kingdom to fight your enemy.\u201d\n\u201cNo, God don\u2019t send me back to that evil earth.\u201d\n\u201cMy brave Godsoldier you have spent one moment of every year of your life in my heaven.  I command you to go back.  If you don\u2019t all what you saw and believed in the past will not come true and your people will become slaves for evermore to your enemy.  You must go back and to the second front to save your army.\u201d\" width=\"324\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">\u201cWhy God did you allow Jesus Christ to be crucified when you got the power to stop it? I asked.\n\u201cIt\u2019s none of your affair.\u201d  God replied. \u201cLook down Godsoldier.\u201d  The black spot became large and I realised that the sky was opening and there below I saw the earth revolving round, recognising the shape of an elephant head and trunk of the American States and Europe.  The earth was about the size of a football.  Then God spoke and said, \u201cMy brave Godsoldier you must go back to my animal kingdom to fight your enemy.\u201d\n\u201cNo, God don\u2019t send me back to that evil earth.\u201d\n\u201cMy brave Godsoldier you have spent one moment of every year of your life in my heaven.  I command you to go back.  If you don\u2019t all what you saw and believed in the past will not come true and your people will become slaves for evermore to your enemy.  You must go back and to the second front to save your army.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-104-779x1024.jpg\" title=\"I looked up to God to plead him not to send me back.  But a glaring light from God blinded me and I felt myself being thrown down by an invisible force through the sky into the ray of light going down to earth.  I screamed out to God, \u201cGive me back my soul God, give me back my soul,\u201d repeating it over and over until I lost consciousness.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-104-779x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"I looked up to God to plead him not to send me back.  But a glaring light from God blinded me and I felt myself being thrown down by an invisible force through the sky into the ray of light going down to earth.  I screamed out to God, \u201cGive me back my soul God, give me back my soul,\u201d repeating it over and over until I lost consciousness.\" width=\"323\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">I looked up to God to plead him not to send me back.  But a glaring light from God blinded me and I felt myself being thrown down by an invisible force through the sky into the ray of light going down to earth.  I screamed out to God, \u201cGive me back my soul God, give me back my soul,\u201d repeating it over and over until I lost consciousness.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-105-1024x779.jpg\" title=\"Then I felt a thump.  I opened my eyes and knew I was back on the hospital operating trolley and seeing white above.  I realised it was a white sheet covering me from head to foot.  I threw the sheet back as I was gasping for air.  Sitting up I notice a wooden coffin box, then the medical orderly came out of the operating room.  I shouted at him, \u201c Hey you.  What the bloody hell\u2019s going on here?\u201d  The medical orderly turned and gasped.  He went white and his hair stood up on end in a state of shock shouting out \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive.  Sir, come and look at this.  He\u2019s alive.\u201d  He went back in shouting \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive.\u201d\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-105-1024x779.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"Then I felt a thump.  I opened my eyes and knew I was back on the hospital operating trolley and seeing white above.  I realised it was a white sheet covering me from head to foot.  I threw the sheet back as I was gasping for air.  Sitting up I notice a wooden coffin box, then the medical orderly came out of the operating room.  I shouted at him, \u201c Hey you.  What the bloody hell\u2019s going on here?\u201d  The medical orderly turned and gasped.  He went white and his hair stood up on end in a state of shock shouting out \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive.  Sir, come and look at this.  He\u2019s alive.\u201d  He went back in shouting \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive.\u201d\" width=\"558\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">Then I felt a thump.  I opened my eyes and knew I was back on the hospital operating trolley and seeing white above.  I realised it was a white sheet covering me from head to foot.  I threw the sheet back as I was gasping for air.  Sitting up I notice a wooden coffin box, then the medical orderly came out of the operating room.  I shouted at him, \u201c Hey you.  What the bloody hell\u2019s going on here?\u201d  The medical orderly turned and gasped.  He went white and his hair stood up on end in a state of shock shouting out \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive.  Sir, come and look at this.  He\u2019s alive.\u201d  He went back in shouting \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive.\u201d<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-106-1024x780.jpg\" title=\"The orderly came out again running from the surgery still screaming \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive\u201d, over and over again.  The M.O. and Sister came out and was surprised to see me.\n\u201cYour orderly, has he gone mad?\u201d  I ask.  The M.O. ask me \u201cWho are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am Lance Bombardier Uggles and why haven\u2019t you operated on my face for sinus?\u201d\n\u201cBecause you have been dead this past hour.  Your flesh and blood, your muscles disappeared.  Only your bones a skeleton was left on the table.  We are all in deep shock.  Your bones was being protected by some invisible force.\u201d  replied the M.O.\nI put my face in my hands saying Oh God what have I done, as my memory came back to me, all what happened on earth and in heaven.\n\u201cYou must be our new Messiah\u201d said the M.O.\n\u201cI am not a messiah.\u201d\n\u201cThen who are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am your Godsoldier.\u201d\n\u201cWhat is a Godsoldier?\u201d he ask.\n\u201cA Godsoldier who kills his enemies to save others for their freedom.  God told me the Sister will become his GodAngel when her time comes and command me to go to the second front to save the British Army.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-106-1024x780.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The orderly came out again running from the surgery still screaming \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive\u201d, over and over again.  The M.O. and Sister came out and was surprised to see me.\n\u201cYour orderly, has he gone mad?\u201d  I ask.  The M.O. ask me \u201cWho are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am Lance Bombardier Uggles and why haven\u2019t you operated on my face for sinus?\u201d\n\u201cBecause you have been dead this past hour.  Your flesh and blood, your muscles disappeared.  Only your bones a skeleton was left on the table.  We are all in deep shock.  Your bones was being protected by some invisible force.\u201d  replied the M.O.\nI put my face in my hands saying Oh God what have I done, as my memory came back to me, all what happened on earth and in heaven.\n\u201cYou must be our new Messiah\u201d said the M.O.\n\u201cI am not a messiah.\u201d\n\u201cThen who are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am your Godsoldier.\u201d\n\u201cWhat is a Godsoldier?\u201d he ask.\n\u201cA Godsoldier who kills his enemies to save others for their freedom.  God told me the Sister will become his GodAngel when her time comes and command me to go to the second front to save the British Army.\" width=\"557\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The orderly came out again running from the surgery still screaming \u201cHe\u2019s come back alive\u201d, over and over again.  The M.O. and Sister came out and was surprised to see me.\n\u201cYour orderly, has he gone mad?\u201d  I ask.  The M.O. ask me \u201cWho are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am Lance Bombardier Uggles and why haven\u2019t you operated on my face for sinus?\u201d\n\u201cBecause you have been dead this past hour.  Your flesh and blood, your muscles disappeared.  Only your bones a skeleton was left on the table.  We are all in deep shock.  Your bones was being protected by some invisible force.\u201d  replied the M.O.\nI put my face in my hands saying Oh God what have I done, as my memory came back to me, all what happened on earth and in heaven.\n\u201cYou must be our new Messiah\u201d said the M.O.\n\u201cI am not a messiah.\u201d\n\u201cThen who are you?\u201d\n\u201cI am your Godsoldier.\u201d\n\u201cWhat is a Godsoldier?\u201d he ask.\n\u201cA Godsoldier who kills his enemies to save others for their freedom.  God told me the Sister will become his GodAngel when her time comes and command me to go to the second front to save the British Army.<\/p><\/li><li><a href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/godsoldier-107-778x1024.jpg\" title=\"The M.O. specialist began to explain to me of my death\/what happened when he switched the operating lights on that the socks and my feet, your flesh and blood and muscles began to disappear (This was when I felt the creepy feeling inside me as I was trying to catch my angel) until you was a skeleton. \nM.O. said,  \u201cI could not touch your bones because there was an invisible force protecting your bones.\nI realised the invisible force was my soul.  I believed my soul was lost at Rosendaal, France when I first saw God.  My soul is with me not inside but living outside of my body.\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-content\/plugins\/justified-image-grid\/timthumb.php?src=https%3A%2F%2Fphilgammon.co.uk%2Fjenny%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2021%2F01%2Fgodsoldier-107-778x1024.jpg&amp;h=425&amp;q=90&amp;f=.jpg\" alt=\"The M.O. specialist began to explain to me of my death\/what happened when he switched the operating lights on that the socks and my feet, your flesh and blood and muscles began to disappear (This was when I felt the creepy feeling inside me as I was trying to catch my angel) until you was a skeleton. \nM.O. said,  \u201cI could not touch your bones because there was an invisible force protecting your bones.\nI realised the invisible force was my soul.  I believed my soul was lost at Rosendaal, France when I first saw God.  My soul is with me not inside but living outside of my body.\" width=\"322\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><p class=\"jig-HTMLdescription\">The M.O. specialist began to explain to me of my death\/what happened when he switched the operating lights on that the socks and my feet, your flesh and blood and muscles began to disappear (This was when I felt the creepy feeling inside me as I was trying to catch my angel) until you was a skeleton. \nM.O. said,  \u201cI could not touch your bones because there was an invisible force protecting your bones.\nI realised the invisible force was my soul.  I believed my soul was lost at Rosendaal, France when I first saw God.  My soul is with me not inside but living outside of my body.<\/p><\/li><\/ul><\/noscript><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My father, Victor Douglas Uggles, on his retirement, began painting his war story, particularly about what happened after his vision at sixteen that he would be conscripted and the harrowing tales of his experiences in the first years of World War II.\u00a0 In over 100 watercolour paintings he tells the story of France and Belgium &#8230; <a title=\"True Story of a Godsoldier\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/true-story-of-a-godsoldier\/\" aria-label=\"Read more about True Story of a Godsoldier\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-328","page","type-page","status-publish"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/328","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=328"}],"version-history":[{"count":45,"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/328\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":795,"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/328\/revisions\/795"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/philgammon.co.uk\/jenny\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=328"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}